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Dad & me.. Mum's gift.. New kittens in the house!!

2010-05-06T10:51:00.000+08:00

hmm...
recently..
i've realised..
i'm getting closer to my dad..
nowadays, he manja with me..
the way he layan me was like as if he misses me alot..
he jokes with me..disturb me..
just like when i was small..reminding me the days we had our time together..
now i can say..
my old dad is here again.. :)

then that time..
it was so damn funny..
my dad forgot my age..lol
he said i was 16..haha..padahal dah 18..
then bila dia dah tahu..he surprised "dah 18???"

then when i reach home from school everyday..
i will always call Gary..
and my dad, dah sampai umah, will say "Gary..Gary.. Daddy takde?"
haha

and after all..
i've realised..
it was my dad who always give lecture to me when i reach home late..
it was my dad's decision who didnt allow me to go overseas..
rupanya he still havent release me from his arm..
he loves me alot..

and Mother's day is around the corner..
still dunno wat to buy for my mum..
her birthday also around the corner..14th May..
gonna have siblings gathering soon..lol

Gary and Monei..
dah ada anak..haha 3 ekor lak tu namely Burn, Puteri and Felix..cute!!

kill time under voideck

2010-05-02T13:02:00.002+08:00

Its been a long long time....
i go to my blog..
cm malas nk update pun ada..
tapi from my dearest sis n syg..
terpaksa lah update..
hehe :P joking!!!

last week one of the days..
planned to wear checkered kemeja..ahas
tkde keje..
un42n8ly, kak tkde..
so she wore slightly diff frm us.. plain white kemeja..
shes the chief..haha
then on that day..lesson frm 8 to 5pm..zzz
1 hr + 2hrs breaks..
1st hour makan..hehe
2nd 2 hours we lepak kt bawah blk, near the engineering blk, together with Kamini...
lucky ive brought PSP..
we challenged the game of life..
Kamini gtg :(
and we took pics..hehe

then after that, we go for our lesson :(
thats all folks..haha

Day after today..haha

2010-04-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow Ain's birthday..
Tomorrow is Speech Day and Faizal won top in 4 subjects plus top in level, Ali won top in DnT..

Wondering how's the day tomorrow..
Everything seem to be the happiest moment for my family!
I just hope there's no interference with the happiest moments...
im still thinking wat i wanna buy for Ain..
Next week, Fadhil's birthday.. kena belikan 2 presents.. Bankrupt kakak! haha

hmm...

Love the day!!!

2010-04-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

Last tues,
went with Isk to tamp safra..hehe
so its his first time play bowling.. wow! ada strike ar! haha
now i start to hate bowling.. maseh tk puas hati..
why? cos everytime i throw, the only goal i made is into the drain..zzz haha..straight pulak tu non-stop..
after that, we play pool..2 times..
Isk is so expert! fuh!! byk kali goal..haha.. i 2 times bola keluar from the pool table..haha aiyoyo..
then i need to be back by 5pm..maseh ada byk time..
so went to century sq..
Isk ajak me to Burger King, belanja..
frankly, i never eat there before..
this is my 1st time..and i really enjoy my 1st time cos the burger is so damn delicious..yum yum! thanks dear!
cm nk g sana lagi..haha
then time to go home.. :(
Isk as usual send me home..

I really had a wonderful time! hehe enjoy it so much! ;) thanks dear for everythg..

PS: I Love You
IMY!!!

cycling wit waj..

2010-03-31T20:41:00.000+08:00

after cycling with my syg..
the next day...on Tuesday..
went out wit Waj..
misses her so much..hehe
so then we take a walk in the sunplaza park..
but then theres a bike rent..so we rent double bike for 2 hrs..
while cycling, we have a chat..
since its been a long time we didnt meet..
mcm2 story we have..

firstly, im the one controlling the bike..meaning i sat in front, waj sat behind..
then, waj turn to sit in front..muahaha..
senget benget jln nye..haha cos i always the one tumpang people..
im not used to sit behind..haha
then..waj tersalah corner..so she turn to the pedestrian sidewalk..terus masuk bawah blok..
grrr menyeramkn.. mayb im too heavy for her..
sorry waj..im kinda gain weight nowadays..hehe..
skali we came out from where the bbq site is..so we stop there
while waj on phone..

i didnt realise theres policemen behind me..
waj muka da mcm shock..
rupanya the police inform us dont leave ur belongings unattendedly while bbq-ing..
la..ingatkn nk caught kita for cycling at that zone..
the policemen are very friendly..never meet this kind before..
one of them lagi start a topic to chat with us..bergurau lak tu..so i join in..haha
waj diam je cos shes in a shock..i tink..
haha chill babe chill..

after having fun cycling..
went to Urban Write, buy some stationery for my sis n bros..
after that, went home..
hope to meet Waj again..hangout lagi..hehe ;)

when i reach home..
fuh! cute la seh my honey bunny..
haha.. found him sleeping beside my carebears..

then bila he smell me..lekas2 bgn, stretch n miaow at me..
biasa la..nk mintak mkn..haha
and then lepas mkn..he sits at the pole outside as usual..
my bro made an origami..but tk jadi so turn out to be a "hat"..haha

Cute kn my honey bunny..

hehe ;)

Day at ECP..wit HIM

2010-03-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

Went cycling wit Isk today..

so meet him at ard 10am after doing housework..

then we go together with our own bikes to ECP..

at 1st so-called sesat cos we r nt sure where's the park connector..

then we follow the mrt trail to kembangan MRT..

frm there, Isk found the connector..so we cycle til ECP..

happy to reach there..beli air..hehe so headed to 7-11..

find a shady spot there..

the scenes are so beautiful..so snap some shots..hehe

skali shady spot is no longer shady..

we headed to another spot..hehe

kali ni the environment is more to forest view..nice..

so then we take some shots..

punye la susah cos my eyes cant be open wide..n my hair is in a mess..haha

since Isk nk try my cam.. photographer-to-be..hehe

i didnt know my phone cam got alot of special graphic..like mosaic, frames..

so we try out..hehe..cool ;)

I LOVE THIS PICS..hehe

CUTE!!! lol ;)

Finally, we went from there at ard 12.40+ i tink..hehe

Isk sent me off frm there b4 headed to his sch...

n i meet my mum at Eunos..

i have a great time! hehe so much fun!

Thanks dear for the moment..hehe

Love u..

IMY!!!

bye attachments, hello holidays! ;)

2010-03-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

finally,
bye bye to 2 weeks of attachment..
and hello holiday..hehe

so during the attachment,

got alot of things to learn..

nurses there are friendly, so are our lecturers..

turn out one EN has the same name wit me..

at 1st she say "selamat la".. i was like huh??

rupanya kita akan confused..

imagine..

the ward is so damn busy...

when my frens call me for help,she turn tot that her working mates call her...

n when her working mates call her for help, i also turn tot my frens call me..

LOL!!!

confused n paisey!!! haha

paling worst..one of the days i work with her in the same cubical..

n we were like "i call u my name, you call me your name" haha

i feel awkward to call someone by my name..haha

so i call EN or kak Farhana..haha

the patients there were super duper cooperative with us eventhough they are in pain..

mayb we r pretty in their eyes..hehe perasan!

but seriously la..in the ward, smuanya lelaki..

some are jokers, some like to smile..

the difficult part is when u have to talk to pt who have loss of hearing..

lama2 i get used to do hand sign..terabur!! haha

i like this one uncle.. his smile is so cute, no teeth..hehe

some pt tot im chinese..even atok2 melayu..

mcm2 medical cases, behaviour, ages dlm ward tu..

so far i enjoy..hehe best!!! tk boring... tapi busy.. phew!

hmm...
i have no idea wat to do during this 4 weeks..
mula2 bila start keje dulu, i gt alot of plans on wat to do during hols and feel like dunwan to work..
keep counting down to the end of work..
but when the hols is near..my mind was blank..tk tau ape nk uat..

besides hanging out with him, them...
tinking of...
practising my guitar.. (cm malas..haha)
drawing anime (fear that i will run out of idea wat to draw)
watching movie (see my mood..lol)
playing fb games (boring asyik same aje)
playing online games (cant find wat games i like)
playing PSP (not much games to play)
playing Playstation (also not much games to play)

hmm....

my dear bestie

2010-03-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday,
finish attachment at 9.30pm gitu..
so meeting Isk at his working place..
as long as I see him for a few second make me happy lots2..hehe

then he waited me to take the bus before walking off to the bustop..
while waiting, my primary sch bestie take the same bus as me..
and somemore we live nearby..

say goodbye to my syg..
chatting away with my pri sch bestie..
i was surprised to hear her bad news..
i hold my tears, and keep smiling..
cos i believe, if i cry right at the spot, she will definitely feel very sad..
im glad she thinks positive to live thru her life..showing her smile...
she is no longer eligible to be in nursing ite..so she takes interior design..
well, shes good at it..n i feel happy for her..

we feel sad cos we didnt manage to fulfill my dreams..
me, her and my pri sch bestie, Hani had plan to be doctor nurse or staff nurse and work in the same hospital..
now she cant be a nurse, which is one of her dream..
but i believe i will help her along the way..
insyaAllah.. i will pray for her long life.. and will always be there for her..
anw Happy advance Birthday in April, my bestie..
may your wishes come true ;)

Went out wit Isk and Sabariah after attachment ;)

2010-03-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

at last! 1 more week to holidays..
and that's one more week of attachment.. hehe

so then, last tues..
meet Isk at the entrance of CGH..after our attachment
Sab join us..hehe
so we jln2..dunno where we wanna go..haha
then, i voice out KFC!!!hehe
eat KFC.. kecoh kalau ada Sabariah.. she kept usik2 Isk..hehe and me =.="
then we walk at the TM..
looking at the clothes..
just like the other time, went out with Waj..

after that, da penat, we went home..nothing much actually..
but we are having a great time!
Isk as usual sent me home..
he was very tired.. feel guilty.. sampai ter fall asleep in the bus.. i join him..lol

Thanks sweethart for the belanja and also send me home..
I love the day! :D
next time we go LJS, aites? hehe

Take care, syg..
love u lots2 ;)

Wo Ai Ni <3

lepak with primary school friends

2010-03-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

Here's my primary school friends..hehe

Last last Sunday...

ada majlis perkahwinan just right behind our block..

get invited by my mum's fren..

yum yum nasi briyani..hehe

so waiting for my dad to wake up..ish3..

then Hanisah called me saying shes with the rest at the void deck, right beside majlis..

wondering wat they've been doing there beside lepak2..

turn out that majlis, the bride is their fren's brother, son of my mum's fren..lol

so I know who is their fren, got meet before but not that close..

so i went down first in home clothes, meeting them..

lepak2, bobual2, chit chat.. its been a long time tk jumpe..

miss them alot..

and then, i have to go back, changed to nice clothes, going to that majlis..

so some of my frens went home 1st..

the rest meet me at blk 341...

so i went down with my fam..eating nasi briyani.. sedap!

after that, went to 341, meeting them..

kecoh rabak! haha..

then we plan to meet again..

and that's after attachment! hehe

k then..that's all folks! ;P

IMH~ I miss Him

2010-03-07T19:54:00.001+08:00

yesterday, went to Tampines..
ada pasar mlm..hehe..
before tht, dad wanna change the starhub box to can be recorded one..best!

so we headed to tm at ard 8 plus..
go to starhub cable..
Isk saw me..hehe
so then i mit isk..he ask for a break..
we round the tm..chatting away..
i miss him so much..hehe

da round and round, his break nk end soon..
so i went back to the starhub place..he went to his working place..

i wish i could meet him again..hehe
planned to meet him this wednesday after my work..
so can spend like 2 hrs before his working time..hehe

IMY, dear..
ILY ;)

Attachment at Geylang Polyclinic ;)

2010-03-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

Finally!!! haha.. finish the attachment at Geylang Polyclinic.. syiok!!
all the nurses there are friendly ;) chatting away, telling jokes when theres no patient.. yeaps..
enjoying so much.. but..
kaki saket!! haha standing for a long time :(
The sisters are very friendly too..
but among all rooms.. we prefer the well women, family planning rm..
the senior midwives there are very friendly..
Make new friends there, even the snr staff nurses, staff nurses, snr enrolled nurses, enrolled nurses, HA and the sisters!! haha
we take pics for memories.. only some gt time to take with us.. they r super super busy but they still gt time wit us :)
we bought the cookies for all nurses in the rooms we are assigned to..
bought 4 daisies for the sisters..
made a thank you card for all the nurses.. hehe

I have FUN!!! haha

i wish the next attachment at CGH, the nurses there are friendly like them..hehe ;)

Specially for Nadia.. Huzaifi may read too

2010-02-28T19:33:00.001+08:00

Allah also make me easier to know who are true friends and who are not...

True friend don't pretend that shes not at fault and make stories...
"Now you are saying that I'm hurting you??? what about you hurting me everytime in the 1st place???"

True friend never make her friends disappointed and do the same stupid mistakes again...
"You say you will not do that again, promise me.. then, where is that promise you've made??? dont keep it if u aint good at it!!!"

True friend don't give excuses when her friends invite her out everytime...
"Excuses given are all the same.. you want to lie, dont lie to me.. im not that stupid to be fool many times"

TRUE FRIEND NEVER IGNORE HER FRIENDS WHEN SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND
"did i ever ignore you when im not single??? did i ever want to go out wit my friends when theres my boyfriend joining your friends???"

True friend always there for her friends...
"Have you been there for us?? Have you shared ur life with ur friends??? if not, then u didnt regard ur friends as bestfriends"

True friend never point fingers on her friends but on herself when she knows shes at fault...
"Ur blog proves me, saying that im the one hurting you.. what about you hurting me in the 1st place.. did you ever post of wat are ur wrongdoings before you start commenting me??"

If what you did are totally opposite..then don't call yourself true friend..

This post mainly for SN..
Don't call me bestfriend.. Im not your bestfriend anymore.. BYE!
And Jannah, if u want to go ahead, siding Nadia.. then go.. i dun make my own friends siding me..

what i feel and wanting to do

2010-02-25T22:06:00.002+08:00

I hope after exams and attachment, I can practise with my guitar. hehe..
I wanna play the songs, guitar version, "Here I am by Peggy & According to You by Orianthi"..
Maybe I need a singer.. so Waj, nk nyanyi?? hehe

Im having unfreedom moment..haiz..
a friend of mine sent this.. he's a great man, cheering me up..
"Life only passes us once; Today's moment becomes tommorow's memory. Enjoy every moment, good or bad cos the gift of life is life itself"

feeling stress and bored..
so yesterday manage to draw this piece of art..
imagine then draw..all from my thoughts..yeaps

ok la tu..tapi byk erase..haha

to me, the hardest is the facial expression..yeaps..

study study study for exams

2010-02-16T19:09:00.001+08:00

why did i have holiday mood instead of study mood..
ish!
Got Bio, Psychology and Childbearing to study..
damn.. Psychology is hard..im so scared..
did study my bio halfway..hope i still remember..

k la..thats all..
im kinda blank right now..
stress....

Bestfriends forever!

2010-02-08T23:37:00.003+08:00

Actually wanna post this..but...

Nadia nye muka tk nampak sgt..

nmpk separuh..haha

sorry Di..hehe

Tada!! Heres the pics..

smua org nye muka nmpk..muahaha..siap ngn nama skali..yeaps

To my BFF :)

2010-02-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

This one for u, Waj :)
My Best Friend

Today I found a friend,
Who knew everything I felt.
She knew my every weakness,
And the problems I've been dealt.

She understood my wonders,
And listened to my dreams.
She listened to how I felt about life and love,
And knew what it all means.

Anyway..
u remember this??

The Old memories in the classroom..hehe

Ni..Just editted..hehe..

Just For U :)

Me&Him

2010-02-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

i'm pretty loving it on editing pics..
no wonder my frens love to edit pics..haha
this one for u dear :)

Me&Him dating :)

2010-02-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

Today was the best day..
Meet my syg at Tamp, then headed together to Downtown East..
At 1st, i tot he wanna blanja me like other time we met, eating sushi cos im craving for it..
But then, surprisingly, this time, he belanja me at HeiSushi!
Tak agak2 tau Isk ni..hehe but i appreciate it alot..
esp sushi2 kt situ sedap..and we enjoy it sampai perut kembung..haha..
thanks Isk, for the wonderful lunch..
my 1st time headed to that restaurant..haha

Then, we went for a walk at the mall..hmm..dunno where we are going..haha
so then we decided to go ZoneX, Arcade place..again Isk belanja..
1st ride on the motorcycle, racing with Isk and i win the race! muahaha..haha
then 2nd ride on racing car, not sure what is the game name, and Isk win! sob sob. haha
we play basketball..score same2..
then play hockey speedy..4/2, i win..though i gt abit cheating on that..pakai tangan..muahaha!
but the best part is.. we play for FUN!!! yeaps..i love and enjoy it! :D

Then we jalan2 lagi..
Mum called, mintak teman kn..
so kene la go off at 4 i tink..
ingatkn ape..rupanya...zzz
tapi sebelum tu..we take pics!! hehe

Overall, SUPER BEST!!

haha..I love it!
And thanks syg for everything, belanja at HeiSushi and arcade :)
next time, my turn! muahaha..
looking forward on cycling..which is on Apr..
cant wait to meet all my besties..and cycling with Isk..hehe..

k then..thats all folks..
Asalamualaikum W.B.R :)

Scorpio..

2010-02-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring..

yeah..its true..for most of it..haha

Surprise!

2010-02-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

Finally, goodbye projects and assignments, and hello exams and attachments..
3 exam papers, 1 week attachment at polyclinics, 2 weeks attachment at CGH and last but not least, 4 weeks HOLIDAYS!!!

On Thursday, gave my swithart surprise! it really surprise him, and so do i, cos line tk clear! ish! haha
nk tau surprise ape??? hmm..
ini dia! haha

This pics, i edit..

lawa tk?? hehe.. i use picnik.com..

thanks to my friend who introduce it to me last year..

da lama tk pakai..ngehehe

Hmm..looking forward, this Monday..

im so excited!!!

next week, 2 days tk yah dtg skool..

One of the days, take benefit, jumpe Isk..hehe..

I miss him so much..

i really craving for SUSHI!! haha..dun know y..

My bro is trying to build up muscle..

maklumlah..boys! haha

ya..kinda imagine how hot is my bro is with muscles..

badan nye seems to be sekeping..mcm kakak nye..haha

kakak dia lak nk gain weight..haha

k..i would like to share with u some funny pics..

must observe betul2.. :D

k la..thats all folks..

Asalamualaikum W.B.R.. :)

Wee~

2010-02-01T23:10:00.001+08:00

awaiting..
2 asssignment, 1 ppt..this week..
Seems to me, i cant think right now of what to write for my assignment..
having headache now :(
I think i need sleep, thats what all my frens say and also my lecturers..haha!
and this assignment, somemore need to hand in this wed.. Peng San!

Beside this unlimited word assignment..
got 300 words assignment havent done n need to pass up this friday.. Sian!

1 ppt have to present this thurs..
k at least ive done my part since last week..
just gotta piled up and wah lah! one whole presentation, ready to present..haha

Ive gotta think positive and not fickle minded..
gotta make myself proud! yeah!
and should divide my time so i can manage to do all and not rushing like last week..
rushing giler! haha
k then nite2 people..
im gonna sleep soon :)

Random Talk

2010-02-01T22:49:00.001+08:00

My chinese language sux to the core! Wah sian!
The lecturer really want us to exactly pronounce the hanyu pinyin.
4 diff sounds- up, down, straight and curve up.
I mean what do u expect?
People who never speak chinese, know how to speak well and know the meanings of hundreds hanyu pinyin for just 2 mths? LOL?Siao!

K.. I dunno why but have been having headache for past 3 weeks. Whenever im stressed, my head starts aching and i sleep after that, cos couldnt stand it.. Gah!

Ok thats so random..haha..
Kaes, ive been thinking lately..
this week ive been busy, kalah businesswoman.
Projects, project and assignments! Wah sian, again!
My mood is holiday mood..dun ask me why
after this week, beban da ringan sikit but gotta study for exams. Ish!
One after another. when is this gonna end???
But then after attachment, which i cant wait..
Im free!!! Whoahuu!

Cant wait to meet Isk, its been a mth plus we hadnt see each other..
Missing him much, day after day.. hehe

I hope my friend is better now..
So panic when get to know that shes in CDC..not that im showing physically but inside my heart, screaming!
bukan Car Driving Centre tau..but Community Disease Centre..mcm hospital.. :P
Well, get well soon, girl ;)

2010-01-25T22:10:00.007+08:00

last saturday, went to Wali Band Live Concert!!! whoa! at RP.. we whole family plus my bestfriend went there.. the concert ticket costs $68.. but we gt 10 tickets free..rezeki...alhamdulilah.. :) my bestfriend meet me at my house.. we go together after maghrib, dad drove there.. reached there, we were so exciting seeing the four celebrities in the Wali Band.. we sit right at the second row, infront of the stage..very near.. n i sit right at the middle, with dad, right infront of the singer of Wali Band..haha cool! we record alot of the music video.. here i post one of them, for my Isk..hehe..

then we took some pics.. yeah..

Inilah gambar i get to curi2..haha

the other side of me

2010-01-17T02:07:00.000+08:00

the old me..hehes

the new me..haha

im so surprise i look diff..

but dun worry..

the old fahana is still here in my heart..hehes

Hafsah's Birthday at Marina Barage

2010-01-17T01:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday..
Hafsah's birthday! so planned to buy something as her birthday gift...
then we headed to TongSeng at Bugis for lunch..3 of us..me, Waj and birthday girl..
dlm mrt, asyik2 wrong timing nk amek gambar..hahas..it was so damn funny!

then we drop off at Marina Bay mrt..

waited for shuttle bus mcm nk tunggu hujan..hehes
then tk perasan, Suriani, my pri sch fren, at the bustop..also nk g Marina Barage..
chatted with her..kekek!
then bus dtg. lucky we get to sit..bus penuh..
reach there, the first thg is we went to toilet..lol..
punya la panick! mcm2 obstacles...hahas..hanya Allah je yg tau..hahas
then took pics.. yeah!
eat Famos Amos chocolate chip cookies..having picnic there, ngk awan, layang2..
so wanna fly kites there..
tinking of gg there again wit family and Isk..hehes
overall was so exciting!!! hope Hafsah had a great tme!

then, reach home ard 5 plus..

rest2, mandi changed, went down to warung Ubi..

Lampchop!!!

carry my bicycle down..

then cycling!!! wah! da lama tk go for cycling..

as usual, kita empat adik beradik!

yg kecil2 rollerblading..really tau..im nt kidding!

went home at 9pm plus..

then watch cite hantu..

kekek! turn out cite hantu tu kelakar seram..haha comedy..

then watch another cite hantu.. "Kuntilanak di kamar mayat" ada la seram2..

turnout i watch it alone..

dad n mum go to work..

adik2 smua da tido..zzz

now chatting away wit Isk and Akak :)

k la thats all folks!

P.S.: u quit that course more than 1 mth ago... y last minute do??
and dun just say ure busy when u actually available to help!!!
and that wasnt an excuse for being silent and not asking about her birthday!
i cant believe it that u didnt remember what she did for u..she turn up for both of ur birthday party..y cant u??

Jokes

2010-01-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

i wanna share with u guys this one joke made by my dad..
we watch Wujud part 1...and then this part, the people heard pontianak crying..
so i ask my dad...

Me: Abah, kenapa pontianak menangis??
Abah: Sebab dia tk dpt cari tempat nak duduk

Me: Abeh kenapa pontianak ketawa??
Abah: Sebab dia da dapat tempat yg dia nk duduk

Me: Abeh kalau dia marah??
Abah: Tu sebab dia fedup, asyik tk dpt tempat yg dia cari2

haha..thats make me laugh.. answers smua ada make sense..lol

ya..that's a;; folks!

stress!!!

2010-01-14T15:42:00.000+08:00

hoping for the holidays to come..
hahaas
padahal lama lagi..

so besok HA test!!! gah!!! SERAM!!! hopefully im doing fine..
next week BIO pract!!! SERAM SKALI!!!
and...not to forget...
WOUND DRESSING!!!

haiz..have enuf of stressing...

Holidays at Malaysia

2010-01-14T13:57:00.003+08:00

hmm..lama tk update eh??

mesti u all have been wondering knape fahana nye blog mcm mati je..hehes
nk tau knape??? ni asyik sbuk je..
not 24 hrs busy tau..but mostly studying, watch movies at dvd, and of course housework..never to forget that..haha

hmm..on the 1st Jan 2010, kinda celebrate new year countdown inside my dad's friend's van..haha
we the whole family went to Malacca in the middle of the morning..lol at 2+am i tink, we berangkat..
reached Malacca at 9+am..
satu kampung sambut..yeah! miss all my relatives..mak sedara smua kt warung, they open a warung in front of the kampung..
main ngn anak ayam..anak kucing..best!

the next day,
in the afternoon after Zuhur, went to Zoo Malacca..
took pics..
adik2 yg kecil nk naik kuda..
then we the whole family naik elephant..
best!

then after Maghrib, went back to Johor, seeing my mum's relatives..

and we dokong2 yg 3 twins babies..cute!!!
anw i miss my cuzzins..yeah!
hope to see them again...all!!! even in Terenganu and Kedah..yeah!

and....

Abg Megat!!! lol..yeah so missing him when we use to cycling together ard kampung..yeah! now we ride on Motorcycle..hahas

after that, Mak Teh's family accompany us to Danga Bay..

play rollercoaster..cm2 fun fair ada kt sana..
join my cuzzins..all Kakak Kakak..but they are fun! sporting gila!
we play Bumper Car! best! kejar my Kakak sedara...the whole ring..haha..
i will never forget all these sweet memories..

Camping at East Coast

2009-12-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday..
went camping at East Coast Beach..
all of us help each other..
i help my mum wit all the frying..fry nuggets, fries, hotdogs, prawns and squids..cook 2 pots of rice..
mum cook ayam masak merah, rendang daging, bee hoon goreng, fry chickens..hehes
yg adik2, they pack up what they need to bring..helping wit the packing..
then lepak skejap at midnight..ngantuk sgt cos after reach home from school, no rest, help mum :)
we all stay up til 1 am..waiting for dad to fetch us from home to ECP..he just come back from work..
then we all carry the things to the bus compartment, carry our 4 bikes in the bus..
then headed to ECP at 3am..
me, dad and bros help setting out tents..kecoh rabak cos we forgt how to pitch..lol
unfortunately, its raining and we were like panic, fear that the tent inside is wet..
after everything settle wit the stuffs ive arranged at the corner of the tent, we went to sleep...

woke up at 7.30 plus..saw my small adik2 da bgn..da mandi pun..wow! kalah kakak..
dad went to work :(
da sarapan..yum yum..then nampak ada org mandi, we decided to follow, begging mum to allow us..
change clothes. terus we all terjun dlm laut...all 6 of us..Faizal masih tidur..ish3..hehes..
i love to disturb Ain and Ani, bringing them to where they cant reach the ground, they scream, "Mak!"..hahas jahat kakak..
then adik2 splash water here and there..
for hours in the water,skali hujan..alamak!
kelam kabut we rush to our tents..
smua dlm kesejukan..
when cuaca da panas, we went back to play in the sea..yeay!

i build sandcastles for Ain..
i called it "Abandoned Castle"..ngehehe..

Ali and Yan dig a deep big hole..i have no idea wat they want to do..hahas
so i help them..

then mum come along to join..

mum..pointing at us..hehes

mum took pics when we are bathing in the sea...

skali hujan agik..and this time, lebat gila..
Ain kt dlm tent da menggigil..badan nya panas semcm..kesian dia..
mum called dad..
dad made decision on fetching us back home in the afternoon at ard 4pm..
so we have our lunch..pack up all the stuffs..
when its done, me, mum and adik2 went to the pond nearby..feeding terrapins bread..
but then terrapins tk timbul2 cos hujan..so nevermind la..just lempar2..they will eat..
we even caught small prawns from the pond..best! and then, when we da happy, we release them back in the pond and headed to our tents..
heard Faizal's screaming that he have caught a fish from the sea..
it is a tiny one, black colour, the shape like a pirahna..and 2 hermit crabs..
then i changed my clothes and join them for fishing..hehes
then i saw this one tiny fish like a swordfish..caught it and put wit the other fish..they are so cute!
then faizal caught another 3 fishes..one is so large, its length is like a thumb, another one is smaller but has black spots all over its body and the other one is very tiny mcm ikan bilis..
the large fish is dangerous cos it has sharp pointed fins on its head, body and below which can poke ur fingers..idk if it has poisonous..lucky we didnt caught using hands..phew!

then dad have reached..carrying all the stuffs to the bus..
took pics of the fishes before releasing to the sea...
when i released the large fish..it change its colour to red and play along under the leaf..so cool!

the black tiny fish

the long shaped fish and the black tiny fish

the pokadots fish

the large fish

we then carry the stuffs, unpitch the tents and went home..
smua lepak kt living room..all 9 of us..tired but we feel happy..

dad promised us to take us there again during chinese new year! yeay! this time, dad off day..hehes

ok then, thats all folks :)

Asalamualaikum W.B.R
(may be peace upon u)

hangout with Sabariah, Jannah and Atiqah :)

2009-12-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday punya yesterday..hmm..
hahas..
meet Jannah at Tamp Inter..
Sabariah join skali..cos shes waiting for her friend til 6 plus..
so me, Jannah, Sabariah and Atiqah, adik Jannah went to NTUC..
hahas stakat nk jumpe Isk and nk beli kinder bueno!!
yeah i craving for that..
but this time, nk cari tu chocolate cos nk kasi Ain..since aku curi2 her kinder bueno..hehes
then went to Tamp Lib..
Jannah and Atiqah cari buku cerita..since drg tkde keje nk uat..da hols kn? hahas
then me and Sabariah searching for guitar book..yeah!

after that, hangout at Mac..
mkn double cheeseburger!! yeay!!
and we laugh at Mac..kekek ar Sabariah..
usik2 org je..hahas

after that, went home wit Jannah and Atiqah..
Sabariah wait for kwn..
reach home before maghrib..phew!

as usual..
malam2 practise guitar..yeay! hehes
tata then! nite2!!

Asalamualaikum W.B.R
(may be peace upon u :)

hangout!!

2009-12-15T21:40:00.001+08:00

Today,

went to sch at 12 wit Ayda..hahas

last min dpt tau ada Tut..sedih..

planned smlm to go out wit Jan, g NYP sama2 at 12..but cancelled..

so meet Jannah at Mac NYP at 1..kasi laptop..temankn skejap..then went back to lecture room..

cos my lecture actually at 1..but then went out at 1.30..then come back at almost 2..hehes..naughty eh fahana! lol

then in lecture room, bukan pay attention tau..but me and Sabariah draw this one pic about heart..thanks to Karmini for the pic in her hp theme..hahas its a cool heart design!

tngh draw2, leher masing2 cramp psl tunduk lama..tapi coincidence cos we stop at the same time stakat nk stretch leher..we saw each other, ketawa mcm org gila..hahas

then lecturer pun bikin kelakar..hahas..kekek!

This is what i draw..Sabariah nya lagi lawa :D

senget benget aku draw..hahas

after the lecture at 3, meet Jannah..makan Mac..hehes..

Jannah chatting away wit Nadia..and Wajihah for a while..

tsk tsk Wajihah tk le join..Nadia malas =.="

then finally, me, Sabariah, Jannah, Ayda and her friend makan Mac..Kakak gtg :(

after that, took bus 72 to tamp..smua turun kt Tampines..hahas
kita the gang duduk kt belakang seat..2nd floor! best!

kita smua ketawa cm org gila dlm bas..hahas

we laugh at the bas yg kita naik..

nak tau asal??

bas punya la slow when drove at Old Tampines..

slow gila smpai another 72 kt belakang da overtake kita..

then the journey runs like cm kita naik tram g zoo..hahas

then me and Jannah said "bas jalan punya la laju smpai le kira pokok!" hahas

then i saw a cement truck lalu kt sebelah..mak punya la laju..zzz

kita cm nk complaint seh tu bus driver drive punya la slow..hahas
the most funniest scene is:
when two dogs walking masa kita smua dlm bas ternmpk..
then masing2 calling the dogs our name..hahas..
then skali when i call "Sabariah, nk g mana tu?"...the dog yg warna hitam g pusing and look at the bas we take..hahas coincidence seh! ketawa pecah perut!

Sabariah da selamat seh cos she drop by at the bustop before inter..left 4 of us..

at last!!! sampai jugak kt Tampines Inter..yeay! rasa mcm nk cium tanah..hahas

Jannah went home..Ayda and her friend meet their friend..

and i meet Isk at his working place..he got break 1/2 hr aje..tsk2

after chatting..and his break finished already, he went back to his working place..

i went home..

now playing facebook games and chatting away wit Jannah and Isk..hehes..

ni dua2 org ni bilang the girl in episode 13 from Boys Over Flower looks like me?? =.=" toink!

hahas but she much prettier than me :D

ya thats all folks! now practising on my guitar! tata! nite2!

Asalamualaikum W.B.R

(may be peace upon u :)

Gary makeover!

2009-12-13T16:10:00.000+08:00

Cool Gary :))

Geek Gary!! :) hahas

Study with my Kitties!

2009-12-13T16:08:00.000+08:00

while studying for my tests..yg previous nye..ish3

Gary and Chiko usik aje! hmph! tapi stress2 pun dpt overcome by playing wit my kitties..hahas

then took pics..tkde kerja! hahas

then nak hafal drugs..its like my cats testing me..cos i talk to Gary when mesmerizing..and Gary listens to me..hahas

Kurangasam punya Chiko..hahas duduk atas my book masa texting Isk..hahas

went to kitchen fetch water..skali foundout Gary ronyokkn my notes..tsk2 hahas..ish3!

Finally i play with Gary..hahas..

put my books away..tk le masuk otak!!

2009-12-13T15:17:00.000+08:00

2 tests in a row..both skills on clinical lab..

manage to pass the practical..yeah! happy..

then for the theory..hmm..idk..hahas

heard from Isk he got a job..yeah..congrats sweetheart :)

hmm..

everyday jadi gila2 kat skul..

last Mon, went to Malaysia with Mom, Dad, Faizal, Ain and an agent rumah, Mohammad..

ikot parents g Msia bank..blah3..important stuffs..

then went to our terrace..

after that, take a break..mkn kt Suria..yum yum

then went back to Spore..hmm from 9 to 5

tiring!

then my bros and sis got bursary..

pop vouchers and fairprice vouchers..

went to Pop buy their stationeries..i bought a stamp album..

got tons of stamp seh..hahas..stamp collection is my hobby now..

then went to Bedok..bought importatnt stuffs at fairprice..my hp battery rabak! kene beli baru..

dad bought me new batt..

yesterday, rewang at my mom's friend's daugther's wedding..

makan nasi briyani sampai tiga kali..

seperti peribahasa: rezeki jgn ditolak..maut jgn dicari..hahas

best!!!

ya thats all folks..sorry for not updating for long time..asyik belajar aje..

now even gt no test, masih belajar..

belajar ape tau? belajar main GUITAR!! hehes fun!! now im on minor..yeah da upgrade sikit :P

Asalamualaikum W.B.R

(may be peace upon u)

make-up 1st time

2009-12-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday its my 1st time my face wore mascara..hahas thanks to Akak making my face nmpk berseri..she wore kn eye liner, bedak, mascara..
and i wear my fave lip gloss..hahas
i admit my face slalunye pucat cm tk cukup darah..hahas :P

went to watch NEW MOON!!!

2009-12-05T19:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday..
finish skul at 10 am..wow! best!
Planned the day before to watch NEW MOON at Orchard cinema!!! whoahuu!
then me, Sabariah, Kak Ismah, Ayda, Karmini and her bf headed to Koufu..mkn!hehes
after that, me and Sabariah beli ChupaChupa..hahas its a lollipop..
mulut kita rasa nk hisap sesuatu..hahas LOLLIPOP!!!
then, took bus 70..
Kak jadi make-up artist sementara..and i became her doll...kene make up..hahas
though i must puji yg kakak le jadi make-up artist..her make-up is so nice..hehes
dlm bas..sempat took pics..perjalanan like 1 hr to reach..

me and Sabariah betul2 punya camwhore..hahas kalau post kt sini..flooded seh..nk ngk..g facebook..hahas :)

then skali we just realise the bus didnt go to Orchard..so terpaksa la amek another bus..
then finally reach on time at 12.30 plus..the movie starts at 1.10pm..
so took pics right near the ticket booth and the exit..hahas

so..relaxs2 duduk2 dulu..the rest beli popcorn and air plus nachos..yum yum..
then we watch movie!!!

Jacob is so CUTE!!! (blueks Isk!)
the movie went well..tapi tapi akak find the ending sux..hahas
the ending ends just like that..
but but you should watch the movie..thumbs up* hahas

after the movie, tend to msg my syg but my hp suddenly die..damn!
then we took pics with the chipmunks..
me and Sabariah berebut nk kn Theodore..hes cute..hahas

then we jalan2..
then Ayda's dad's coming to fetch her..skali ajak tumpang..
reached home at 6 plus i tink..

long time tk online..then chatting away wit Isk..

and that day was the bestest day ever!
thanks Sabariah, Ayda, Akak, Isk, Karmini and her bf for the day!!! :D

last week busy abes!

2009-11-28T14:02:00.001+08:00

haiz..da lama tk update..hehes

ni pun Isk la mintak update..blueks!

k..hmm..

last Tues..

got ICA HS1090 role play about customer's service..

busy all weeks doing and meeting up for 2 ICAs and studying Bio..

we got problems in our group..

finally the day..

practise in library before our ppt..

then showdown..

5 of us..3 of us acting in the role play..

i become the staff nurse..the rude and attitude staff nurse..hahas

hmm..this is our script..my idea..hehes bangga tau! :D

we acting w/o saying everything from the script..if not, tk mcm natural..hahas

so all is our own script rekaan ;)

Actor 1: Staff Nurse (Ru En)

Actor 2: Student Nurse (Fahana)

Actor 3: Mr Lim, 78 years old patient in Bed 18 (Ihsan)

Venue: Ward 36, CGH

Time: 1600 hours

Call bell rang. Student Nurse’s attempt to answer patient’s call bell in Bed 18, named Mr Lim.

Student Nurse: Can I help you? (No mood, feel restless to help)

Mr Lim: Wo pangsai

Student Nurse: Huh? Can say out again??

Mr Lim: Pangsai, beh tahan! (In angry tone)

Student Nurse: Ohhh..kay (confused) I go approach Staff Nurse

The Student Nurse went out to the Nurse counter, approaching Staff Nurse for help. The Staff Nurse is busying documenting patient’s file.

Student Nurse: Staff Nurse, the patient bed 18 wants to pangsai (scratching head)

Staff Nurse: Pangsai? Pangsai go toilet la! Tell me for what? I am busy right now. You go settle yourself (showing bad gesture: raising the pen in her hand, pointing at the cubical. With angry tone)

Student Nurse: Not me! Urm..urm.. The patient, the bed 18 one. (pointing at the bed 18 patient)

Mr Lim: (shouting) Ooiii!!! Wo pangsai! Beh tahan liao!

Staff Nurse: (sigh, banging down her pen on the table)You.. Come here.. (with hand gesture) The patient wants to pass motion. Haiyo! (slapping at her forehead). You go take bedpan. Close curtain. Put under his backside. Clean his backside when he’s done using wipes. Open curtain. Empty bedpan in the sluice room. Understand? (explaining to the Student Nurse in fast tone)

(mumbling) That one also cannot do?

Student nurse could not understand what the staff nurse said. She took the bedpan, placed under Mr Lim to pass motion. She stood beside Mr Lim without drawing the curtain. Mr Lim felt very uncomfortable.

Student Nurse: Uncle, finish or not? So long?! I got no time to wait for you (showing fed-up body language)

Mr Lim: I don’t want to pangsai already la!

Student Nurse: What?! You make me waste time to take bedpan. Just now shout shout want to pangsai. Now don’t want! (mumbling while taking the bedpan out, being sarcastic)

Staff Nurse: What happened here?!

Student Nurse: See la.. He don’t want to pass motion..this patient ah... (sigh)

Staff Nurse: Don’t want to pangsai, then don’t pangsai lor! Later you don’t ask us to take bedpan again! So trouble maker!

Mr Lim: Ok la! Then I void on the bed lor!?! (feeling very fed-up with the nurses, very angry)

Staff Nurse: Then up to you! I won’t clean it for you! (in a sarcastic voice)

The staff nurse walked away with the student nurse without looking at Mr Lim. They did not hear what Mr Lim is going to say next.

Mr Lim: What kind of service is this? I hate it! I am going to complain

THE END

so..

in front of the class..

im kinda nervous..

somemore wear nursing dress..

and fortunately our role play run smoothly..

thanks to my and apple's angry voices, shout here shout there..hahas

and Ihsan being a patient/joker..our classmates laugh..hahas role play jadi comedy..

then after our ppt slides of our concepts in this role play..

the lecturer is super best..

she straight away give us A..yeay! 57/60 wow! and its 60% of the module..i cant believe it..hahas

we were like hugging happily..

for Ihsan, i give him a big slap on his back..hahas

WELL DONE,guys!

after all the problems we faced..i, as a leader isn't a good leader but trying my best..

we managed to do well..hehes happy bangat!

then PNPE..patient's education..the ICA..we did our hard work..

well but this time, diff lecturer..so she didnt tell us abt our marks..

hope we pass..n its 50% of the module..

got result for Bio MCQs on last Fri..

im so surprised for my result cos i didnt study much..kinda slack and not doing my best..

in the MCQs asyik tikam2 je..hahas

then got D..wow! happy..

but still got room for improvement..

theory and practical are ard the corner for Bio..haiz..pengsan! hahas

then skills test coming up next next week..

clinical lab psl dressing and drug round i tink..hahas

double pengsan! stress!!!

2 more ICAs ard the corner after our sem breaks..

gotta be busy after week 7..hmm..thats next 2 weeks..hahas

yup yup thats all folks!

Asalamualaikum W.B.R

(may be peace upon u)

we can be as beautiful as a butterfly/swan..hahas

2009-11-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

Took this moth at the school staircase..

its size is as big as my palm..

wanna share with you this inspiration i made..

before this beautiful butterfly,

it is originally a caterpillar..

caterpillar, it cant fly..cant move properly..wriggle2..and it is disgusting to most humans as it is one of the creepy crawlies..

but the caterpillar soon transform to a beautiful butterfly..

it can now fly, sway from side to side, following the wind gracefully..

it is a beautiful creature known to most humans..

i learn..

when we are small..

we got alot of experiences to learn ahead of us..

we are known to be slow..to be uncool..get bullied..and etc all the negative aspects..

but when we grow older,

we are the ones full of ambitions and success is ahead of us..

one day we will be like butterfly..

insyaAllah if we work hard :)

Asalamualaikum W.B.R

(may be peace upon u)

EPS outing at Sentosa..syiok!!!

2009-11-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

today, my 1st time go to Sentosa..yeay!

meet Suriani, Ridhwan and Zainol under Suriani's block..

took 93 to harbour front station..kecoh! hahas..me and Suriani tk abes2 bobual psl our primary school days..

kalau ada Hanisah and Jihan join, confirm kecoh rabak! hahas

Suriani kene usik ngn aku rabak2..da lama tk kacau kau, yani! hahas

reached harbour front, walk in the Vivo's City..

meet Aisyah, Syuhadah, Salam, Afiq, Farhan, Aminuddin..surprised to see them all..hahas..miss them lots..

kecoh kt sana..while waiting for the others..

finally, went to take sky train to Siloso beach..

find the best spot punya la susah..pergi patah alek, go other side baru best..luas! hahas

while walking, this one activity abt Malay culture..

Amin and Ridhwan main guli..tk pass2..hahas

teringat masa kita kecil2 dulu in Eunos Primary School..all of us :)

me and Suriani main hopscotch...

then we found a spot..great view from there..

the guys went missing..kita pompan amek2 gambar..hehes

Me and Suriani (BFF)

EPS friends! Aisyah, Suriani, me and Syuhadah :)

then hujan renyai (suriani nyanyi)..

rush to the other side where the 2 big huts are..took shelter..

bila nk cross bridge tu punye la mabuk..hahas terhayun sana terhayun sini..

Me :)

Suriani :)

Ridhwan :)

then me and Suriani mandi hujan..yeay! basah kuyup kita..

yg budak2 lelaki makan je keje drg..hahas

then Afiq and Salam went to meet Zainol, Haikal and Faris..Zainol stakat nk amek air..me and Suriani ikot skali..

imagine kita dua berkaki ayam from the beach to the station..hahas

went back..pindah ke 1st spot since hujan da reda..

Syuhadah and Aisyah need to go home..tsk2..

Amin and Farhan went swimming..ish..jauh seh they swim..sampai ke tengah2

me and Suriani main splash2 air..syiok! abes basah baju..hahas

then Afiq, Salam, Haikal and Faris da sampai..Zainol join Sec sch frens (ape ni?? tk best ar!)

the guys duduk2 lepak2..nyanyi lagu jiwang..hahas

then me, as usual..tk abes2 ngn twister dia..

Its TWISTER TIME! hahas

the 5 guys- Afiq, Salam, Haikal, Faris and Ridhwan main twister dulu..

rabak seh drg..

me and Suriani tukang pusing the spinner..hahas

then ketawa kekek!

Salam, Afiq and Ridhwan setting twister mat :)

Haikal, Salam, Faris, Afiq and Ridhwan..the beginning.. :)

Haikal, Salam, Faris and Afiq :)

Haikal and Salam :)

Salam, Haikal, Afiq and Ridhwan..kepala Afiq terkemek..hahas

Salam, Faris and Ridhwan..Allahuakhbar! tk senonoh!

Faris and Ridhwan (amcm lidah le terkeluar!) hahas

Faris relaxs, Afiq pusing muka when Ridhwan nk cium..hahas kekek!! :P

Afiq and Ridhwan..ish3

Haikal, Salam, Afiq and Faris..hahas masing2 tk senonoh..Astarghfirullahalazim!

Salam, Ridhwan, Faris, Afiq and Ridhwan..relaxs2 nmpk?

Ridhwan, Afiq, Faris and Haikal..Salam da kalah hisap rokok..ish3

Ridhwan, Faris, Afiq and Haikal..tk senonoh betul..Suriani and Salam relaxs one corner..haha..malas nk tunggu the game abes, me go change to 3/4 jeans, go main air!! hahas

kita sketch2 on the sand :)

Suriani and Fahana (terbalik) hehes

My footprints! :)

Fahana (written by Suriani)

Suriani and Fahana (written by us)

Seriously, the sand is so smooth, cm garam halus..hehes

For YOU <3

dabes tu..Afiq menang the game..happy la tu!

then me, Suriani and Afiq challenged twister..

sempat me msg my sweetheart while playing twister..style kn? hehes

tengah main, peacock dtg makan keropok terabur kt tempat spot kita..

Abeh yang kekeknye..lagu pun kene pada situation..lagu "ON MY WAY" hahas

Lawa seh peacock..mcm nk cabut feather nye..

this peacock is just 1/2m away from me..hehes

Suriani cabut, takot kene patuk..

end up me and Afiq kat mat twister..

then terpaksa tunda..kacau ar ni peacock..

restart again...Suriani give up, hip cramp..

me and Afiq tk game2 terus we end up as winners! hahas

skali hujan da -.-

me and Suriani jalan2 at the bridge..hahas best seh! mabuk lagi!!

then makan2..

lepas tu..we go kemas2 at 5 plus..

take the tram..tram pun main rounding..mabuk

hujan masih renyai2..

took skytrain..amek gambar

The 7 guys..hahas namely..

Faris, Salam, Amin, Afiq (apek!), Ridhwan, Haikal and Farhan :)

reach Vivo..we girls and the boys go separate ways..they took train..we took 65

reached home at 8 plus..nasib da call bilang im cuming home late for sure..hahas

my parents are in good mood..alhamdulilah..and so am i..

I hope we hangout again..but but..

gotta hangout wit my NYP frens, Sec frens and Pri frens..hehes syiok!!! insyaAllah :)

P.S: Yani, aku nk pics!!! hahas

to Jannah ♥

2009-11-16T23:16:00.001+08:00

dear bestie,
i really fed up wit u sis..
gotta be brave and tink twice before u did anythg..
i told u 20+ times dont put it at end but still u did :(
but thats ur decisions and i must agree on it..
i hope u will cheerup as always girl..
and i will always be there for u whenever u need me..
and sorry i havent got my shoulder to cry on..
u should actually call me 1st before u cry, better 1 hr before..
so that i can come down all the way from NYP to your school..
and let my shoulder to cry on..
i believe theres a better guy out there for u :)
p.s: you will always be my bestie/sister..and i ♥ you always..as a sister ♥

happiness and sadness in both days

2009-11-16T20:55:00.001+08:00

yesterday,
as usual..chatting wit Isk..
but unfortunately, happiness stop there when my parents ask to release Comel and Manja..since they are already "matured"..
so..haiz..crying like mad..its hard to release something that belong to u, close to you, always there for u, and you love the most..
for 9 mths me and Comel are close..
1 whole night, i cried.. im so sorry, sweetheart..i dun have mood to chat wit u..
im so glad u understand :)

today,
Sabariah, me, Ayda and Kak Ismah planned to wear long skirt..
so..its my 1st time wearing long skirt..and my friend, Asryna looked at me atas bawah, surprised..hahas
to tell u the truth..thats the 1st time my fren saw me wear like that..
then Sabariah bought big ear rings for us..
Ayda Red, Kak Ismah Purple, Sabariah White and mine as usual BLUE!!!
eyes swollen..
saw Nadia at the lecture theatre..
funny actually..
we 4 wanna take pics cos we wear the same outfit (so-called) and Nadia is the photographer..
thanks Nadia :)

Me and Sabariah Peace!

We are BFFFEEEEEEEEEEEE(x infinity)

Ayda, me, Kak Ismah and Sabariah <3

Speak no EVIL

then, last min, planned wit Isk for a date..
surprisingly, he wanna fetch me from NYP..
meet him at NYP mac at 5 plus..
hahas kekek! my sweetheart kene usik by Kak Ismah and Sabariah..Ayda went home already..
and we love it! laughing all the way..
took 72 together til Tamp Int..
me and Isk wanna eat sushi..i dunno he loves sushi..hahas..
so bought at cold storage..
eat sushi kt dlm bas 65! yeay!
hmph! force i makan je eh? hahas
i love this part yg we eat sushi..kekek! hahas

meet Hani coincidently at the bustop while i wait for 63, Isk waited for 15..
Shes surprised to see me in skirt..lol sempat msg
today is the best day ever!
but but when i walk down to my block, i kept thinking of Comel..where is she???
i hope shes alright..amin.

Asalamualaikum W.B.R
(may be peace upon u)

P.S: iLOVEyou

me, jannah and dewi hangout today

2009-11-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

hmm..today gt projects..
so meet the members n leader at the lib..
late for half an hour..leader mara seh..tsk2
ya..shes the leader for the PNPE..but im for overall..
so ya..leader overall slack! hahas
then made a poster..i draw out the healthy diet pyramid for diabetes and hypertension patient

nice kn? hehes puji diri sendiri..

sambil tu, chat wit Isk and Bam Bam..

after that went to tamp int meet Dewi..ohh i miss her :)

then headed to Long John Silver..its been like 1 year tk mkn kt sana..hahas

waited for Jan..

then log in facebook masing2..using my lappy..

then planned to go Tamp Lib..

online while i colour my poster :) hehes

we took pics..tkde keje..hahas

Jannah, me and Dewi

Jannah blueks! me say Yo Watsup! Dewi malu2 kucing..hahas

This means: U punch me, i still smilling hehes

Jannah, Me (tngk mana tu?) and Dewi :)

went home with Jan and Dewi in bus 22..

reach home at 7 plus..

mati2 ingat my parents kt uma..cos im late! hahas

then rupanye..they went out..

surprised! i gt internet cable 10 m..now i can use internet using my lappy in my room..

so ada privacy sikit..hehes

chatting away with Asryna, Isk and Abg Ami..hehes

doing my drug card..cm stress wit the size..

did like 8 drug cards but..but..kene redo..terlampau besar..tsk2

as usual..webcam with Isk! yeay! hahas

til here..nite2 guys :)

Asalamualaikum W.B.R

(may be peace upon u)

watch movie ape eh?

2009-11-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

hey guys!!! nk watch movie tk..hmm..
nk...
New Moon or 2012??

quick2 pick ur fave..hahas
da lama tk g cinema..hahas :)

TIGERS!!!

2009-11-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

i love TIGER!! hahas..they are cute!
i wish im like them..brave..yeah!

k..thats all folks!

Asalamualaikum W.B.R

(may be peace upon u :)

the seven dwarf~ so random -.-

2009-11-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

today..hmm..
meet Ayda at bustop..
then headed to her house..
her dad helped to send us to NYP..
reached school at 9.30 plus..
waited for Sabariah at Mac..
hmm..eat burger breakfast..
headed to lecture room..
haiz then lab..
tsk tsk backbone sakit..so kene la duduk kt kerusi mcm anak raja..lol hahas
then went home at 4..yeah!

I found out about the SEVEN DWARFS..hahas

Dopey: the youngest, sweetest, and silliest of the seven, and the only one to be completely bald and beardless; wears a too large lime green tunic and purple cap

Grumpy: the grouchiest and most curmudgeonly of the group, though even he is supremely devoted to the beautiful Snow White; wears a red tunic, long white hair and beard.

Doc: the only one of the dwarfs to wear glasses (so presumably the most intellectual); wears an orange-brown tunic, long white hair and beard.

Happy: the most rotund of the dwarfs; wears a brownish two-tone tunic, yellow cap, long white hair and beard.

Bashful: evokes his bashful nature through a classic pose of shyness (hands clasped behind back, shoulders slightly raised, eyes upturned); sometimes difficult to distinguish between Sneezy and Sleepy; depicted in purple tunic and magenta cap (on video), as well as long white hair and beard.

Sneezy: frequently shown with one finger underneath his nose, as if trying to stifle a sneeze; sometimes difficult to distinguish between Sleepy and Bashful; wears a yellow-brown tunic, long white hair and beard.

Sleepy: perhaps the most difficult to differentiate between Sleepy and Bashful, though he wears a perpetually sleepy looking, heavily lidded expression on his face; wears a brownish tunic, green cap, long white hair and beard.

just for u :)

2009-11-10T19:43:00.000+08:00

Just for u, my sweetheart :)

Come, stop your crying, it will be all right

Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from, all around you
I will be here, don't you cry

For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
This bond between us, can't be broken
I will be here, don't you cry

'CAUSE you'll be in my heart
YES, you'll be in my heart
From this day on, now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

We need each other, to have, to hold
When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you've got to hold on
They'll see in time, I know, we'll show them together

BELIEVE ME..I'LL BE THERE
YOU'LL BE HERE IN MY HEART..I'LL BE WITH YOU
Always, I'll be with you
I'll be there for you, always, always and always
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there, always

spend mostly makan nasi briyani..yum2

2009-11-08T21:17:00.000+08:00

phew! finally the blogskin..its cool!
k i hope my blog brings happiness to u all, earthling ;D

school starts tmr at 8.30am..haiyo! thanks to that loi..haiz..
and somemore ends at 5,
then gt 2.4km..
hmm...

today..
went at 10am wit fam to this majlis perkahwinan..
yum2 nasi briyani..
as usual every Sunday, dad angkat org kahwin..
so we follow skali..

till at 5 plus, reach home, tired..
as usual, log in facebook..
nasib triple berry cheesecake tk busuk..phew! hahas
now waiting to watch Madu Tiga..hahas

stay home on saturday

2009-11-07T19:05:00.000+08:00

Isk..
i da gif up da ngn changing of blogskins..
thanks for yr help tau, finding the blogskin..
yg u found tu lawa..tapi tapi..i da try byk kali but still no lagu..tsk2 :'(
besok i try lagi..aites?

basically today,
skip silat cos i woke up late..
supposely start at 9.30 but i woke up at 10 plus..
im shivering cold..having cold fever i tink..
then watch this sweet drama from sensasi..
tertido lagi..
then help as usual..
do projects, print out stuffs..
as usual chat wit Isk and facebook..
then plan to change blogskin..

k then..thats all folks!

to my friends

2009-11-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

About me :)

2009-11-03T01:20:00.001+08:00

Try out at facebook..mostly are true...cmne le tau eh? 0.0"

About me..hehes :)

- Loves to chat (yeah! thats me)
- Loves those who loves him (?)
- Loves to takes things at the centre
- Attractive and suave
- Inner and physical beauty
- Does not lie or pretend (thats true, i tell u)
- Sympathetic (is it?)
- Treats friends importantly (yeah!!)
- Always making friends (hmm true true!)
- Easily hurt but recovers easily (hmm partially right)
- Bad tempered (hahas betul betul betul)
- Selfish (is it?)
- Seldom helps unless asked (hmm...)
- Daydreamer (hahas true!)
- Very opinionated

3rd Nov

2009-11-03T01:14:00.001+08:00

today,
went to sch at 11..lecture 2 hrs..
then 1 hr break before the mandarine class starts..
ya..chinese punye la susah nk pronounce..mcm choir ada la..nk kene berlagu -.-
then waited for Ami.. planned to go silat together..
got 2.4km run..hmm..da lama tk lari..
went to lib wit Kak and Sabariah..
as usual facebook and chat wit Isk..
then at 6 plus, met Ami and get changed and ready to run..
hujan2 lari! wah! best! mandi hujan..
so my hair totally wet plus my clothes..
passing mark is 14 mins..6 rounds ard the stadium = 2.4km
i tot i fail cos the 2nd til 5th rounds, i jog..
the last round, i jog and sprint when its like 200m away to the ending line..
thanks to abg, i managed..thanks for the cheer :)
then i was happy..I PASS!! at last! 13mins 35 sec..ok la tu..as long as pass..hehes
then meet at lib wit kak and Sabariah..
syiok! laughing madly kt lib just because a post made by Kak and we all comment on it sampai Afiq join the laugh..hahas best seh!!!
sambil tu, uat project..
dad fetch me home frm sch naik motorbike! thats at 8.30plus..
wah! da lama seh..slalu tk jadi, kali ni jadi, happy gila! whoa! haha
tapi i feel sad at the same time, tk dpt alek ngn Sabariah..kesian dia sorang2..
lain kali aites?

reach home at 9 plus..
get ready and online again..
as usual projects, facebook and chatting at the same time..multi tasking..
im happy one project da abes..cuma tinggal nk submit..
homework lum abes..tsk2..tk faham :(
soon..im getting ready for sch tml..
harap2 tkde stress..amin..

ya..im opening a new chapter of my life..
so that i will be back to happy, active and normal girl..
tknk emo2, tknk lemah2 and tknk sedih2..
im happy cos Isk is there to cheer me up even he loves to usik..hmph! hehes
and also my fellow besties..
and kak and sabariah wit their non-stop laughing jokes..
ya! i hope im happy and that doesnt change abit for everyday till the end :) insyaAllah :)
amin...

Asalamualaikum W.B.R
(may be peace upon u)

2009-10-31T01:10:00.000+08:00

haha i dunno wat to update..
Isk suroh..hmm..ape nk update eh..
lets talk bout today..
hmm..
went to sch wit Ayda..
reach the Interchange..Kak and Sabariah waiting..
opps! sorry we r late..
then headed to lecture room..meeting Nad there..
Psychology lecture becomes more and more lively..laughing away wit the lecturer's jokes and of course my BFF EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (x infinty) make me laugh always..hehes
then went to eat at koufu after the HA clinical lab..hehe best! check2 mata, check2 hidung, check2 telinga, check rambut..smua la...yg kt kepala and muka je..lol
then msging Isk..bored seh..imh
hehes he always make me laugh sorang2..hahas

then went to koufu..eat bubur ayam..
went to Lab..ish! asyik muka lecturer ni je..jelak..hahas
then..
meet Waj..waj tunggu lama..opps sorry smua thanks to the lecturer panjang lebar bobual..hahas
then went home in 72 wit Waj and Sabariah..
Waj and i went to Tamp mall..
buying something..
then saw Fiza and gang..well Jannah's ite gang..hehes
finally went home wit Fiza..
and ya Fiza, thanks for the blue carebear..hehes
:)

went home..
as usual..did the usual daily thgy..
then online and chat wit frens and Isk..
hmm..

Dear abg,
i really care abt u..and love u
and pls dun leave me..
pls abg..dun du it again..pls..im begging u..
and anything..do approach me..okies?
insyaAllah i can help..
amin..

love, adeq :)

A Fairy

2009-10-29T22:43:00.000+08:00

ni kes tkde keje..

during lecture..ngh boring2..draw..

lagipun i brought the wrong book..so hard to pay attention..lol

then thinking of drawing a girl..

then nk draw an angel..

but end up draw a fairy..hahas

k till here..

nite2 guys ;)

Comel MIA and found! hehes

2009-10-29T17:42:00.001+08:00

hahas....long time never update blog..
ni pun kerana Waj suroh..hehes :P

hmm...
not much to update..
Comel's missing for 3 days since in the morning of my birthday (so bad luck)
searching everyday..1 whole blk, naik turun naik turun..haiz..
but i feel happy and better thanks to Isk, Sabariah, Kak Ismah, Ami, Waj, Jan and Nadia..thanks guys :)
then yesterday, tend to sembahyang sunat after chatting with Isk..
then went searching for Comel the whole blk..
then when i went to the 6th floor..i call her name..n heard a small meow..
then Comel came out from under the plank, meow-ing all the way..
brought her home..i miss her so much..hug her tightly and kiss her forehead..
then went back to tell Isk, Waj and Sabariah..im so happy!!! hahas

this morning, i start talking to my mum, chatting, joking with her as usual...
yeah..maybe its bcos i dun have mood when missing Comel.. :(
now on, i will always lock the windows so that Comel and my other kitties cant escape from home and went missing again..da serik oii..hehes

k thats all folks :)

Asalamualaikum W.B.R
(may be peace upon u :)

to isk

2009-10-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

Dear Isk..
haha..ok..lum pape da ketawa..
u wanna buy webcam baru? 0.0
haha nnti we webcam lagi aites? hehes
tu la..troublesome seh our webcams..ish3..boring..asyik blurr je..haiz..mine stuck2..then kadang2 blurr semcm..hahas
tkpe la..ni takdir..haha..i start using ur word..haha :P
anw..hope tomorrow will be better than today..
and insyaAllah..if can, we online and webcam aites?hehe
anw..thanks for all these week, making me laugh and smile always..thank you :)
take care ;)

From,
Hanna :)
hehes

My birthday!!! <3<3<3

2009-10-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

this morning,
went meet Wajihah and Ami at Mac..
haha Ami reached first..me waiting for Waj..
eat mac breakfast..Waj gotta go at 10.10..ala...
thanks girl for the birthday present.. :)
then left me and Ami watching Luffy at his lappy..best jugak cite nye..
then i gtg..cos my lecture starts at 11..

reached late..at 11.08 i tink..hahas..
sit right at the back at the corner..with Nadia..
aww..thanks Nad for the gift :)
haha..every where wishes..and i hug my bestfriends..aww thankiu guys :)

then Kak, Sabariah and Ayda ajak mkn..
so went to mac..
aww..Sabariah made the video with Kak..video of us..aww..switnye :) thanks guys :)
then they bough a choc cake..aww..swit seh krg.. im so happie :D thanks guys
mkn2 suap2 take pics2..hahas

then went having grp meeting..
meet Ami at the piano..hahas piano lesson pe abg? ;)
then went back to discussion..
damn so stress!
then meet up with Waj..
Waj planned to eat at koufu with Ami and me..
haha..thanks waj for the belanja :) hehes

after everything, went home with Ami cos hes taking the same bus..
aww swit la abg talking to his gf..hehes :D
reached home..
search for Comel the whole block..where are u, girl? i miss you..
took a bath..
tapi kene mandi agik..ish3
cos kene bifday bash from dad..telur atas kepala..a new shampoo..haha
plus spray from my bros and sis and also mum tsk tsk

Cake specially my mum made/decorate..hehes <3

but im so sad..Comel still missing..haiz..
feel like crying.. tsk tsk

i received lots of cute cute presents and i appreciate it lots2..all are meaningful to me..
and all the wishes thru msn, msges, and even facebook posts..i love it..all are special to me..
and I love you guys..thanks alot ^.^ may god bless u all :)

all the special gifts i received ;)

From my twin sis/bestie: Nadia <3

From my bro: Yan <3

From my sis/bestie/moyang, Wajihah <3

From my mum and my adeks: Ani, Ain and Fadhil <3

from Sabariah and Kak Ismah <3

best birthday post

2009-10-25T23:00:00.001+08:00

Thankiu lots lots ;)
i will always remember ur post, Isk..hehe
and the pic..i letak pt hp i ye..hehe
the best memory:

yesterday 24/10

2009-10-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday,
haizz.. i follow my heart.. and i have to hurt one friend's heart..
then, misunderstanding happen between me and my bestie..haizz

play lappy to relieve stress..
as usual chatting away wit Isk..and ya thankiu Isk for ur advices :)
went out with fam after Asar around 6 plus..
ish!! da 1 mth plus tk gi cycling..
i remember i've promise two friends to teach cycling..
one..waiting for hols..hehe..another one..urm..not anymore friends..

dad wanna blanja makan kat warung near to the Ubi playgrounds..
since i dun have appetite on eating noodles or rice..
abah! lamp chop satu! hahas
cycling with my three brothers, Faizal, Ali and Yan..
Ani tumpang me in the front since my bike takde seat pt blakang..
hahas.. Ani kept saying, "Nur, lajunye..Ani takot..Nur!! Ani nye pantat sakit!!!"
Fadhil rollerblading seh... wah! mcm orang dewasa seh..ngn speed nye yg laju skali..
Ain lagi cute..rollerblading tapi pakai kasut roda on one leg..haha
my mum and dad walk, ketinggalan pt belakang..hahas

then reach playground..
but then decided to eat first..yum yum
all eat fries, chicken wings, nasi goreng ikan bilis..me mcm weird western (eleh!)
then go cycling!!! malam2 cycling!!! hahas
race with my bros..yeay!!! i win..
Faizal play basketball wit mum..
i join in..haha kepo!!
tapi asyik tk score je..ish!!
then me, mum, Faizal and Ali rebutkn bola..haha brought only one basketball..hahas
my dad jiwang in one corner..
then alamak! romantic seh our parents..
mum and dad duduk kt one cute park decoration..then buka lagu jiwang..ohh swit nye..

Mum and Dad :P

Ali on his bike :P

Fadhil rollerblading :)

Me on my bike :D

Ain with my bike :)

went home at 9 plus..

mum and dad went out to work..my mum follow..

then we, 7 siblings planned to sleep outside at the living rm..like camping..

girls one side boys one side..

thenn watch Nana Tanjung 2..haha

penat, smua tido! yeah!

haizz

2009-10-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

i feel sorry for abg and akak..
haiz..i wish i could help..but i dunno whats the problem..
mudah mudahan things back to normal..InsyaAllah..

3 more days..
will the day be special? i wonder...
=.=???

today tonight

2009-10-23T23:49:00.001+08:00

today,
nothing much to do..
meet Nadia as usual at bustop..then head to lecture at 9am..
psychology is fun..
hmm..let me share..
its about lifespan and development of age..
Lecturer: so what will u say when ur kid ask u this?
" Kid: Daddy, where did i come from?"
Daddy: hmm.. come here come here..darling, u see the fish tank..the fish swimming? last time u are like a fish..u swim and race the 1 million race and u win the race..thats why u are here darling"

haha thts funny..who are slow..im sorry i cant explain in so much detail..who fast thinker, will laugh like crazy person..haha :P

then webcam with Waj during break hours at Koufu..
then for 4 hours, basi ngk muka lecturer...haiz..jelak seh haha nasib ada break in between..

haiz..i assigned to be the subgroup leader..haiyo..k try my best nt to slack..u can do it, Fahana! yeah!

heard good news from Isk..he passed FTT driving test! alhamdulilah :)

then went home at 4 with frens..take 72 all the way to tamp..
reached home at 6 plus..lepas beli makanan kucing..hehe

online at 7 i tink..
as usual..chat with frens..
but tonight is best..hehe

Isk sent me videos..
coincidence smua my fave..haha sibuk! :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gqJldLTjTJc
mochiron kimi ni deata yokatta
mata aimashou

kono te wo hanaseba mou aenai yo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PkGDrV_2ehI&feature=related
we sang thru msn typing..lol..haha :) can u feel the love tonight?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZoIkMEkfWd8
i will always remember your fave song :)

ok then..

Asalamualaikum W.B.R
(may be peace upon you)

Sometimes by britney spears

2009-10-17T22:56:00.005+08:00

Sometimes by Britney Spears:

You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone
I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

BBQ at east coast

2009-10-17T21:49:00.007+08:00

Kak, Me, Nicole, Hui Ping, Ayda and Sabariah :)

My classmates :) <3

Us with Mr Tay and Mdm Asma..WE ROCKS!!!!

16/10, Friday..

meet dearest classmates at Bedok Int..

alamak! my new abg told me abt taking bus 401 to east coast..

but theres no bus 401 on friday, i guess..

wat a coincidence! kak was otw to bedok int..

so meet her & waited for Sab..

then took bus 196 to east coast..

meet You Ming at mac outside..

then walk to BBQ pit 26 at Area C..

haha the no. 26..hmm..reminds me of something :) hees~

waited for another group punye la lambat..

so we set on the fire..campfire burning now..hehes

Mdm Asma & Mr Tay also join us..super best!

then went everyone reached..we took pics! yeay!!

BBQ..our dearest chef, Kak Ismah..hehes

then..went to beach took pics..

borrow rented bicycle from fellow classmates..

Mdm Asma & Mr Tay gotta go off..ala..we miss u..c u in school :)

then..eat eat eat..

then me,Sab and Lydia went jogging..hehes

me and Sab kaki ayam! syiok!!!

then..when the sky getting darker..

since i cant smell the smoke of cigarettes..

so went to the corner..not corner exactly..but when to the beach..sit by the big stone..and watch the sea..smell of breeze..the seawater..the fishermen's lines..hoping theres fish caught on..

looking at a star right above me..haha

nice scene..thinking of someone..ehem2

hoping that one day, when my free time, i will come down..bring my art stuffs..

sketch the scene at the beach..cool!! long time never make a sketch :)

after everything..tummy full..got nothing to do..its getting late..

me, Sab and Kak went home together..

took bus 13..

right after taking pics..hehes sempat!

OVERALL BBQ ROCKS!!! hahas ^.^

to wajihah

2009-10-17T00:11:00.005+08:00

Dear friend,
i know how u felt..
like i said to u already..let go..
well, i know its hard..
but..
first of all..
u shldnt be jealous wit ur besties..
ur besties' happiness is ur happiness too..
u shld be happy for them..
mayb its nt the time for ur happiness to come..
but du u feel that we share the happiness..the joy together?
now its nt the time to have BGR..
let face only one prob..
once u gt BGR..u will be more stress..trust me
u have to focus on two thgs..ur family & ur bf..
mayb Allah belum mengizinkn kau mendapat kekasih..
ada hikmah sebaliknye..
u got probs to settle..
du u tink u can handle another prob from ur bf?
believe me..
having BGR will surely have fights..
even we bestfriends ada fights..apa lagi kalau ada bf??im not trying to doakan la..tapi its fact
like ive said..its nt the time yet..
let focus on study ok?insyaAllah amin :)

anything..
i will support u ok, girl?
n thanks for everything :)

ku pergi by tahta band (lyrics)

2009-10-16T10:01:00.003+08:00

My fave song ;)

Ku pergi by Tahta band

Kini kau tersulut,
genggam api hidupku
Ketahui masa laluku
Jangan kau sesali, tulusnya cintamu
Aku pun telah rasakan itu
Oo yah… dan tak ada
Lelaki yang sempurna
Tetapi tlah kucoba
Aku kan pergi, menjauh darimu
Jangan lagi kau harap cintaku
Meski pahit kutelan rasa untukmu
Ku harus pergi, menjauh darimu
Aku pasti bukanlah untukmu
Lebih baik kau hidup tanpa cintaku

Videos on comel n gary :)

2009-10-15T13:49:00.003+08:00

ni kes tkde keje..hehe

so upload video :) hehs

Girls' day in :))

2009-10-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

today, 14/10
meet up Hani and her fren, Siti at my house..
the cycling plan cancelled since its raining downpour and Ajim couldnt make it..
we girls have the girls day "in" haha..the three nurses to be..haha :)
watch Susuk..Hani cute seh..takot nk ngk, tutup pakai selendang..haha nice one..
makan jagung, fries, kuih raya..haha mcm2
then play twister..

alamak! hani amek gambar ar..dasyat2..haha semua tengah ttk senonoh tonggeng sana tonggeng sini..seksi babe! haha

then play Spongebob monopoly..haha alamak! Siti menang ar! haha

my mum seperti biasa buka karoake..haha

Fadhil with his mic..nyanyi jiwang seh

then they went home at 6pm..
aww..we meet again..soon :)
thanks for everything..making our day a fun and enjoyable one..never to forget :) THANKS!!!

Asalamualaikum W.B.R
(may be peace upon u)

Jalan raya wit budak silat :)

2009-10-14T20:31:00.001+08:00

last Sunday..
went jalan raya wit budak silat..
kene paksa wit Helmi..hehe sampai run out of excuses i dunwan to go..hehe :P
we wear the same colour GOLD..so called la..
so far it was fun..i tot i will be solo all the way cos im nt close to em..
so hard to interact or frens wit people who are older than me..

then chatting away wit guys who i dun feel weird talking to..haha
it was so tiring..
then went home after that wit Helmi..
ya thanks ya for sending me home..
though i feel so worried u look so tired..
anw thanks k..next time I antar u home..hehe :)

Asalamualaikum W.B.R

(may be peace upon u)

Jalan raya with Zul & his frens

2009-10-14T20:00:00.001+08:00

last Sat,
as dijanjikn..
meet up wit Zul and his fren, Aishah at Bedok inter...
then went to his fren's house at Bedok..meeting the rest..
so there r 2 gals, me and Aishah, and 5 guys included Zul jalan raya..
its was fun..
the boys are super funny wit the jokes..
me and Aishah make friends..we were like talking about Nursing..
then Aishah went home early..haiyo..
alamak! then left me alone, the one and only female with 5 guys..haha..ok :X
so ya..lucky the time running fast, i have to be home by 7pm cos my family wanna jln raya to their frens' house at Ubi area..
alhamdulilah..i didnt dissapoint them cos they know i need to be home..and also i feel so awkward wit me alone with guys...
reached home at 7 plus..
my dad n bros still changing..
went out and visit my dad's fren's bro..wah! ada open house..hehe
then went to this cafe at Ubi area..
my dad belanja western food..
LAMP CHOP!!! hantu beb!

ya its was fun..
hanging out wit Zul's frens are super BEST!!! thumbs up! haha
thanks Zul for inviting me join u guys Jalan Raya :D

Asalamualaikum W.B.R
(may be peace upon u)

Last day in Ward 36

2009-10-09T18:57:00.001+08:00

Today is our last attachment.finally! But feel sad cos i miss all my nurses n patients. The hard times, the laughters we shared.ok i feel like crying.on the last minute,i walk to every cubical saying ByeBye miss u lots with flying kisses to everyone: the aunties,uncles,ammas,ah gongs,makciks,neneks,pakciks also dearest ENs,SSNs,SNs,chu chu,baby n all the ppl in e ward.nt forgetting my fave HA,makcik.the memories we share extra foods(for patients) in e pantry.yum2! I was almost blown away due to their flying kisses.haha.cute!

Mayb next week,visit my fave patient,pakcik c hows he doing? If gt chance,i c al my patients tht ive been taking care of ^^,

We took pics..sempat..hehe :P

Me and my ward team friends (morning shift) with CI :)

Sabariah and my ward team friends (afternoon shift) with CI :)

Asalamualaikum W.B.R

(may be peace upon u)

Pasir Ris Plans..

2009-10-06T10:30:00.002+08:00

ish! da last week of att, baru CI dtg..haiz..
then kasi surat smua last minute..wth..
and then nk kene ada EN or SN assist kita if helping patient even take para..mepek kn! kita da expert seh..well its suppose to be on the 1st week masa kita ngh blurr sotong, bukan on last week..
i wan Mdm Asma to b our CI..ish!
i dun like if CI looking at us bila buat keje..its like spying,,n thts make my work berterabuh..sampai kene mara..well, i havent get scolded..lucky afternoon shift..

haha..i tot the nurses and patients give me compliment about my work done..or how good i am..
but they gif compliment that i look pretty when wearing dress =.="
and this one patient told me that i look cute in pantsuit..yes! at least somebody like pantsuit..haha
i hate dress O.O

so far 4 days to go..and i wanna party after that...
Zul wanna invite me jln raya wit him n his frens this sat..ntah jadi ke tk..
n nextweek on the weekdays, tinking of having an outing at Pasir Ris..
Waj planned to have picnic by the beach while me,a sporty gal, wanna have cycling and fun at sunplaza park..
hopefully jadi..
so hello people..
nk join tk?
the update is:
Thurs, after u guys sembahyang zuhur then mit up at pasir ris inter, alrite?
c ya if u can make it :D

Asalamualaikum W.B.R
(may be peace upon u)

Jalan raya :)

2009-10-04T19:11:00.006+08:00

yesterday 3rd oct,
i got replacement for last monday, make up attachment =.=" penat seh..
ENs, SNs, HA and SSNs
but then lucky quite relaxing..do the same thing..
almost 5 patients discharged. 2 patients admitted. haiz..kesian ngk drg smua..
i like Chu Chu the HA..everytime she chat wit me in malay, i reply her in English..
haha she was like "saya cakap melayu, awak cakap english. saya cakap hokkien, awak tk tau" haha we were like laughing all the way in the pantry, in the kitchen and staff room..
cos i never talk to chinese people in malay before..haha
chatting with the nurses in the ward..even with the patients..best!
then 3.15+ signoff from work..phew! rushing to home..the bus driver mcm nk kene maki..drive punya la slow..haiyoyo..besties smua ngh tunggu kat rumah.. (sorry guys!)

get changed..dearest personal makeup artist makeover me..k i look fierce..
then after that, jalan raya ngn dorang!!! yeay yeay raya! haha
overall best..ada Wajihah, Jannah, Nadia, Sabariah, Hafsah, Ika, Ain, Helmi, Murtadha and Huzaifi (k did i miss anyone?)

Ain, my youngest sis partner with Ika, Sabariah's youngest sis..kene la tu kakak and adik (below)

tapi kakak Ain and Ika terbalik, adik (me) and kakak (Sabariah) :]

then went home at 12 plus.. 1st time in my whole life! whoahuu!!!

sorry Sab dtg umah kau lambat..

sorry All for coming home late after attchmnt, causing delay in time..

i love these pics :D

SeLaMaT hArI rAyA semua!!!

Asalamualaikum W.B.R :)

(may be peace upon u)

Personal Nurse with Wajihah :P

2009-09-26T09:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,25/9
having my attachment from 7-3..
wah sian..very tired..
planned with my dearest sis/besties/moyang named Wajihah..i wanna send a colouring contest slip at popular bookstore counter..so the nearest branch is at Tampines..she help accompany me..thanks Waj :)
so far attachment..thumbs up!
Chatting away with the patients when got nothing to do..
On the 1st day,on last Tuesday, i was surprised to see my Primary School bestie: Noraizan..
We got good laugh..just like old times, 5 years ago..I miiss Her :( cos yesterday was the last day i see her..She finish attachment..
Thanks Alvin for the Psycho textbook..
And You Meng for the notes..lol i try to read ur handwritting..thanks..
Thanks Mdm Asma a.k.a my dearest Auntie for helping me alot :)

tot of gg home with Angie..She dissappeared..wah liao..nevermind..and thanks for lending money :)
then meet up at Tampines small mac with Waj at 3.30 plus..
wah sian..
then went to the mall after hand in the slip..
after that we go up the highest floor of the mall..took pics.. (for more detail pls visit Wajihah's blog..thank you :)

sisters forever! <3

ok ive just realise i look so diff in dress..

me in boyish :) cool!

me in dress..so feminine =.="

Asalamualaikum W.B.R
May be peace upon you :)

Realised now rather than later :(

2009-09-26T08:51:00.003+08:00

Ive made a promise long time ago afta ive brokeup wit my ex.n tht promise wil last for wen i am 20. This promise i cant break cos ive made to Allah S.W.T.

THE PROMISE IS:will never ever have BGR til Im 20

Just 1 thing im gonna focus: STUDY
So that i can reach a goal: BE A STAFF NURSE
This sem i did pretty bad but i knw this is the challenge for me so that i knw i nid to study harder,work harder,pay more attention.

And i will nvr bother people again,or help my friends. Ive realised now that whenever i wanna help,i create more trouble. Just 1 kind of people i will help: Patients: they appreciate me, n i love their smile :)

To my fellow friends,
I will only help u if i see that u really nid 100% of my help.if not,sorry.i will never help eventhough u beg me. I dunwan to be a troublemaker and orang yg "melebih". I will stop being murah hati cos it ruins my life and makes me hate myself even more. Im sorry i say all this.

Asalamualaikum W.B.R

Birthday Abah

2009-09-16T12:07:00.001+08:00

today's my dad's birthday..
so plan to make a large bithday card with our signatures and wishes for him..
and wanna buy him paddlepop ice cream and A&W..
we tot of buying him KFC but yeah he cant eat chicken from now on..kene banned
then we make him a birthday card with all our wishes..

Then we make him special ice cream and ice cream cake..

my mum cut it to make a heart shape..

waited for my dad..he usually come home at 7 plus..
haha..he laughed at our wishes..
here's our wishes:

Hanna: Thanks for your support for the family. I'll promise to do well, so in return, I can help you to support them. Love you!

Faizal: I won't let you down for my exams and thank you for all that you've done for the family. I promise to help you in times to come

Ali: Yo what's up ma daddy. You're the best, babey

Yan: Yo bebey. I will be good. Yo, you are the best. ROCK NEVER DIE!!!

Ani: Terima Kasih. I love U. You are the best father.

Fadhil: father, I will past my exam

Ain: I love you forever. Happy bithday

My mum write romantic abes..kene banned for not posting here..terlalu sensored..hahaha

Visit Cik Zaleha's house

2009-09-15T11:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Makcik's house at Bedok South with Nadia and Huzai..
antar barang2, my mum's friends kasi banyak pakaian and other stuffs..
Huzai's dad beri zakat..
Huzai and Nadia reached my house at 1 plus..
sembahyang Zuhur, then baru keluar, angkat barang2..
berat punya pasal, take taxi straight to makcik's house..kene $9+ sedih..
then bobual ngn makcik for like 1 hr, dengar kisah2 sedih nya..we listen to her problems, trying to help if kita mampu :)
Went home after that..
Huzai and Nadia went to meet Jannah at Tamp Mall..
seriously, sibuk ar Jannah!

Volunteering work 4PM :)

2009-09-13T18:57:00.003+08:00

yesterday was fun..

meeting my besties- Waj, Jan and Nad at tamp inter..

unfortunately like i say im the latecomer-always-girl..so ya..i come late.. :(

nasib tk terlepas bus..

took bus 31 with jan's ITE friends..

Helmi and his bestfriend, Sabariah meet us later..they come late

reached ITE Simei..registered, took the Tee..then changed..

kecoh psl tag..cos we wan to be together in the Usher group..but we got Official -.-

so then we get to be the Shopping Management Team..hehe yeay2..cos Usher kene duduk skh kemas2..

Me, Jan, Nad, Waj, Helmi, Sabariah and Fiza went to Giant with the rest of the teams...all 120 volunteers..

while waiting for the time to pick the family, we went to Ikea..

haha..tk de keje amek gambar..best!

then back to Giant..tunggu punya la lama..

finally we're the last one to pick the family..

so me and Waj pick this one family yg ada makcik and dua anaknye..

went helping with the trolley..makcik pick out what products to buy..

me and Waj hyper to help amek2 barang, with the facilitator...

after everythg finish..we push to the bus outside..

load the thgs to the bus compartment..

then went back to the meeting place..waiting for our besties :)

the bus then came at 6 plus i think to pick us up back to the ITE, buka puasa same2 ngn org2 yg financially unstable..

then we decided to sabo Jannah by asking everyone in the bus to sing happy birthday song..Jan's blushing..

Jannah hutang Helmi brape byk pukul pun tk tau..haha sedih

reached ITE, meet up Huzai..aww..Nadia confirm miss him so much..haha

buka puasa ngn nasi briyani la..ni tk le jadi ni..my fave!!!

lepas tu, clear the place while waiting my dearest besties sembahyg maghrib..

then help to send to Makciks house the barang2..

kecoh satu dunia..sesat punye psl..Jannah da lambat..ish3..

finally reached the house to send..then went home with Helmi and Fiza..

I took bus with Fiza..

reached home, happy cos Chiko da jumpe..its more than 1 wk Chiko hilang..

then bahas ngn parents..

i cant stand with their attitude..i kept mengucap with everythg they say..

Ya Allah bila lah nk kasi ibubapaku buka mata so that they trust me and see that im matured enough to take care of myself..Astarghfirullah..i cant stand it..as if im in a cage..no freedom at all..

and ya how can u live with your parents yg tk trust u at all..

haiz..mengucap mengucap..smua ini cubaan..n i wun do the emo thgy..
i was about to do the slashing but ya i promise Allah & besties i wun do it again..

dream

2009-09-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

its been tiring.. 2 days straight kemas2 rumah..rearrange furnitures, lap lap furnitures, mopping, etc.. haiz...recently i dream about a romantic scene..and we're having my birthday party..
yg peliknya knape theres orang2 yg i nvr met appeared in my dream -.- haha..
and my house is totally diff..the hall is much smaller..
and then theres ... and of course my besties appeared in my dream..even my ex is..pelik..
all of us, the 5 girls wore dresses..i wear white dress..omg!! weird! i nvr wear a dress before ever since i started pri 1..hehe
we dance to the musics..each of us has our own date..5 girls, 6 boys..5 couples + 1 single guy..
sekali kluar romantic song..and ya..everyone of us dance..its so romantic..

its a mix of sweet and bad dream..
and i hope my dream happens in real life..
except the part wheres theres nightmare -.-
hahaha.ada2 je fahana ni :P