Monday, March 31, 2008
2dae was my angriest dae in my lyf..(haha..i mean 2dae alwaez make me angry..evrytym..)..1stly wen i gt 2 noe tht sue n company shoo hafsah..i ws damn angry wit em..dey evn make hafsah felt leftout..i ws pity wit her..i n her talk bout thgs wich bout her feelings n my feelings..i told her hw i felt wen i ws left alone last 2 yrs..n i advise her on ths probs..coz wat she felt rite nw is wat i felt last 2 yrs..ths pain n sufferings r unforgettable n i wil alwaes left drop of tears wenvr i remember it..i told her,"dun ever gif up on studies wen u faced ths kind of prob..focus on em..coz i noe u cn du it.." (i cant realli remember wat i told her..so called lyk tht huh..) ..i dun wan hafsah being treated lyk wat i ws being treated last 2 yrs..(slave,pest..etc..)..
Damn sue n company...dey make hafsah slave..i feel lyk wanna punch em 1 by 1..take turn..q up first..
btw..wen i,nad,as n waj were tired of being push ard by sue, we finalli left her..we form our own gp..so called anti-sue..sue ws alone..no frens..then came hafsah,whu seems 2 leave waj juz 4 e sake of sue's loneliness..soon hafsah n sue bcame closer..suddenly, (eh mcm aku story telling lak..haha) sue had more frens,zabeen,meizheng,kaikeng n so on..(wich i dun care 2 noe)..she finalli make hafsah her maid..bossy ard..4 quite a while..hafsah scared of her..(wich i dunno y..)..sue n company evn make fun of hafsah..(btw..du u tink she's a toy?..or r u e one?..coz u guys tink she dun hav feelings juz lyk a toy or u urself dun hav feelins for ur fucking attitude 2wards her???) ..hafsah then mix wit us..we al felt pity..
then wen np tym..damn 4 whu-i-nt-tel-e-name hit my rifle (wich she knew tht she hits me but dun wan 2 apologize..) n e tip of e rifle poke my jaws..ouch! thts hurt..its painful..i ws angry..
then..sir announce we had training 4 e whole wk straight..(eh! dun u tink ppl must rest??du u tink we r statue..nvr rest!..fyi..e onli tym i'm free is frm 4-6..its difficult 4 me 2 study at nite..again gt np..after going home..my whole body felt very tired..cant du hw or study..then nite tym alreadi..nid 2 hav sum sleep..dun u tink thts fair..du u tink i'm free?..i nvr sleep in e afternn..nvr had a full rest..my face ws lyk zombie..eyelid black..pale face..i tink i look exactly lyk babiah..haiyo..
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3/31/2008 07:44:00 PM
Nur Fahana ♥
