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Nur Fahana ♥
26th October 1992 [Scorpio ;)]♥
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Monday, April 28, 2008

u noe y im crying in e classrm tht tyme..i tink bout my doa 2 allah..i tink bout y i cant make u guys hapie as normal frens instead of fighting...im HOPELESS!

ths is my pray:
ya allah..ampunkn dosa org tuaku,hamba mu ini,adek2 aku,relatives aku smua..org2 yg mengenali ku..kwn2ku..ampunkn lah dosa2 mereka,hambamu..

ya allah..panjangknlah umur mereka..berikanlah mereka hidup bahagia..walaupun aku hidup tk begitu bahagia..

ya allah..aku mohon padamu..aku berhrp org2 yg telah mengutuk kwn2,ampunkn lah dosa mereka..ajari lah mereka supaya mereka sedar bahawa kami tidak melawan mereka,lagi aku mengampuni mereka..

ya allah..murahkn rezeki kami..abah siang mlm bekerja utk menjaga kami..murahkn lah rezeki kami..supaya abah tk penat bekerja bersusah payah..ringankn bebannya ya allah..

ya allah..berikanlah aku kesempatan utk aku bertaubat..berikanlah aku utk pass o level..ini lah satu cara utk menolong abah pd masa depan..berikanlah kwn2ku utk lulus dlm o level mereka..aku mohon padamu..ya allah..

inilah wat ive been praying 4...evrytime i pray asking 4gifness 2 allah, i cry..alwaez in tears..
tinking tht ppl nvr appreciate wat i hav done..all i noe is tht im hopeless..i cant even make ppl hapie..make ppl live in happiness..i cant even help my frens whu r fighting..i hav also added ths pray during sembahyg zuhur..

my pray:
ya allah..kekalkn lah persahabatan kwn2ku,asryna,nadia,wajihah,hafsah,jannah n aku..ya allah..berikanlah nadia n wajihah kesedaran agar mereka ingat alek jasa2 mereka 4 each other..inilah satu kesempatan utk mereka berbaek semula..aku mohon padamu,ya allah..aku mahu persahabatn kami kekal utk selamanya..bahagia slalu...

i hope u understand my feelings,esp. my frens whu r in a fight..i noe frens sumtimes fight due 2 misunderstnding..its common..like me n asryna..but later we r ok n back 2 normal..n we wan tht 2 happen 2 u two,nadia n wajihah...
i dunno whether u wil be crying after reading all ths or not care n ignore bout ths...


as a fren of urs,i wld try my very best 2 make u guys cheerup,hapie n make ths frenshp chain last 4eva..i gt e rite 2 noe wats going on between u two..how m i gonna settle ur prob if i dunno wat happen,rite??? if u two juz keeping ths prob 2 urself n u juz dun care bout it..yeah!! i du care bout it..bad thgs may happen 2 ths frenshp if u two juz keep quiet n ignore bout all ths..i hope u guys understand..mayb 1 day u guys wil feel e same way as wat i feel rite now..wat u had done 2 me: facing each other lyk strangers..

thnx alot 4 making me dissapointed..making me sad..angry..hurt..so du jannah n asryna..but wat i cn i du..ppl du ths 2 me..i cant juz avoid it but face it instead..i thought making u guys as my frens cn make me hapie..but its e opp way..u guys make me stress alot...

btw im sure tht u guys dunwan 2 lose ur own frens,rite??? i hope so..

P.S NADIA:
i noe wat happen..wat e prob is..i noe how u felt..u felt pissed out,rite?? juz bcoz waj wont allow 2 sit bside asryna when im nt ard..

i tink its my fault..i shld hav cum 2 sch tht day..but wat cn i say i cant possibly go 2 sch wen im nt well..u guys will infected by me..thts wat im scared of..i dun possibly wanna miz lesson..its juz tht
i tink bout u guys 1st..wat wld hav happen if i cum on tht day..i hope u understand it..

btw..im nobody's side..i dun choose opponents..u two r my frens..no matter wat happen nobody cn replace u two in my frenshp..tink bout it..whether u wanna 4gif n 4get bout it or u wanna continue breaking my hart..

P.S WAJIHAH:
waj, as a big sis..(u r older than nad..m i rite?)..u shld mengalah..u shld hav talk 2 her,say sorie then finish off by ths sentence "4GET & 4GIF E PAST,START A FRESH FRENSHP"..u noe nad,rite??? nad is a pleasant gal..nice,smooth-going type gal..thts how it works 2 make thgs gone ok..e only way 2 smoothen her hart is by saying calm words..thts wld make her feel better..trust me..me n jannah noe her..
its up 2 u..choose my way..or choose yr own way..i'll c if it makes my feelings better or make it worst..i'll wait n c..
waj btw u noe its ur fault...i noe many ppl dunno wat their fault r unless tht person tell em..i tink im gonna tell u wat ur fault r..

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

mayb all ths r mu fault...
i shouldnt bring rubix cube in e first place...

my 1st prob:
jannah brought her rubix..
i help 2 solve hers...
huuray!!!
i manage 2 solve all 6 surfaces...
BUT.. as scramble all the surfaces...
lucky my mood ws ok at tht tyme..
but nvrmind...
its ok...
so i du it again...
but i cant solve it..
i made lots of mistakes...
i have 2 redo more than 10 tymes... (seriously)

my 2nd prob:
waj wanna learn how 2 solve e rubix...
un42nately i dunno hw 2 teach her...
truthfully,it ws solve by our IQ...
but it has fomula...lyke maths..
only ppl whu love maths noe hw 2 du ths puzzle...

then after sch wen 2 comp lab 1...
wanna print out f&n coursewk...
waj go youtube, checkout rubix video "how 2 solve it"
she wanted 2 use jannah's cube,which i had solve all surfaces again...
i told her..
i dunwan 2 scramble it..
juz leave it lyke tht coz i hav promis jannah 2 finish all surfaces...
jannah wanna show her bro the rubix cube...
i noe ppl willing 2 c hw it looks lyke wen it is solved n sumore wen they cant solve it...

but waj wanna use it...
she wanna try out wats in the video...
but all e surfaces were scrambled...

i ws so sad..it ripped my hart off..
it takes more than 1 hr 2 solve 1 time...

jannah n me were angry & disappointed wit her...
but 2 me..its ok..if i'm lucky then it ws solved...

un42nately,no luck..not solved...
feeling sad + angry...i hid at level 5 staircase..
talk 2 my "fren" bout wat happen...
"he" seems 2 understand me...
i cried...pray to allah..
wanna go back 2 e past..take the rubix frm waj's hand b4 it ws scrambled...
but i cant (DUH!)

nad call me,she n as find me...
cool dwn after tht...
4get bout everythg...
apologise 2 jannah n waj...
try 2 solve tht rubix...

but waj went home...
how cn i apologise 2 her...
msg her its nt a gd idea...
its better 2 talk face2face...
call her many tymes...
her phone switched off, she reject my calls...
finally she answer as's call...
but her voice ws fedup...

she told me sumthg unpleasant..
wat i fear most came true..
i tried my best 2 care all my friends' feelings..
but ternyata im nt a gd fren after all..
juz a simple thg n i cant even du it...
i had worsen my fren's friendship...
i ws a terrible fren...
i felt guilty nw n 4eva..
until waj 4gif me n accept jannah as her fren...

P.S to waj n jannnah: i cant help losing u 2...pls dun b lyke ths...lets settle it once n 4all...4gif me if i had done wrongs 2wards u guys...i tink i better berjauhan ngn krg..bcoz of me,krg gaduh...its all bcoz of tht rubix cube...

juz 2 inform...
wen 1 of my frens angry or sad...
i felt guilty n worry,tinking tht its my fault...
wen sum1 hurts my frens' feelings...
its e same as they hurt my own feelings...
wen my feeling ws hurt by my own fren, i cant help teling she is e one whu hurt mine...
until i cool down n i ws e one asking 4gifness,even though i didnt du anithg wrong...

BTW, Lets 4get n 4gif...k?
i juz written ths in my blog nt bcoz of reminding u guys...
juz 2 let out my feelings...how pain it is...n how hurt its is...

Sunday, April 20, 2008

yesterday ws sooooo fun...
first ws damn hapie...
ive gt surprise 4 as,nad n jannah...
plan wit waj..she help me...
then last min, nad cant go...so sad..

mit waj at bustop...head 2 my house...
waj help me 2 du e surprise..watch cd (i dunwan 2 watch tht again..so scary)
then didnt realise we r late..super late..1 pm alreadi n stil in my house..
i told jannah n as we r super late...
they mizunderstood us, thought i n waj go bedk north w/o informin em..
but actually we r nt...
as angry wit us..jannah told us she wanna du maths..
waj didnt bring..
so we head 2 her house..fetch her thgs..then rush 2 e library..
coz as bingit n she wanna mit in e library..
i felt guilty..i call her, msg her..jannah is e one replying..
i noe she wait 4 us more than 1 hr..
but its nt our fault we lengah2..
we were panick wen we noe we r late...
so its ws last min..we alreadi abopard e bus at nad's bustp..
so we take another bus,head 2 library..

then wen we reach e library bustp..
gt a call frm jannah telling they r at e sweet talk..at interchange..
so we chnge bus..now da 3 times...
we juz being patient..

then wen reach swit talk..they r nt there..
so we call em..i dun understnd wat they talk..
then they say head 2 small mac..
un42nately, we ulang alek 3 times there..

we finally mit em..so glad as ws nt angry wen she c my new look..
they told tht i look lyk a doll (no way..i scared of tht..if i c myself i look exactly..then i dunwan 2 c my reflectn..)
finally we head 2 shopping mall, where ntuc n shopnsave were..
take pics..c ths c tht..then go mac..

as fetch her boifren..
at first i felt weird n odd wen she's bringing her boi..
koz nvr go out wit sum1's boi..
if frens nvrmind..
but at least he's ok..

go playgrd..at tht tym jannah hav 2 go home..
play swings..disturb waj..take her shoes off n put on top of playgrd's roof...
its fun wen we deprived childhood..
i hope we cn go there again..but ths tyme wit jannah n nad..weeeeeee....
go home..whole body pain..

ths day rocks!

P.S to jannah: nex tym wen u wanna du hw..tell earlier..mayb e day b4..but wen u say u wanna du maths..waj hav 2 go home..uat penat jek waj amek hw tapi tk uat pn..

P.S to asryna: pls dun stare at me lyk tht..u look lyke a scary doll..i gt nitemare lastnite..cant sleep 4 many times..(shh..im crying in bed)..2molo,which mean 2dae,i hav 2 wake early at 7am..go 2 masjid,de maulidur rasul...

but nvrmind..hehe

Friday, April 18, 2008

gaaaaahhhhhh......stomach cramp..cant du 2.4 run..
bcum a recorder (kesian...)
i've 2 record my klzmates' timing..
tick bside their names tht they hav done 2 rounds or nt...
haiyo..its cnfusing..
esp when they pass in their gp..
some nvr shout their reg.
i hav 2 check their names..tick quickly..
panick & scared i miz out their names..

i hav 2 count dwn 2 wk 9..then i take my 2.4 run..
lucky i'm ok..if nt ive gt 2 du all 5 stations also..

du 5 stations at 3.30pm..
i go home first after sch..thght i cant du the stations..stomach so cramp..
so i rest at home..relax2..then suddenly..
abah told me 2 take MC by myself..c doc..
then..i ws so baladung..frm juz nw im ok..then i juz realise Im OK..haha
so no nid 2 c doc. no nid 2 du on wk 9..juz du 2dae lor..haha

mit as,nad,mak,jannah,hafsah at hall..very panick..
run wen going 2 sch..coz its alreadi late..
mit 3.15..go out 3.00..taking tym 30min..haha..late right?
but so suey..haven start yet..

then after all 5 stations..
so hapie...
all pass..
nw wait 4 2.4 run..
make sure i pass ths one 2 get silver..whoahuu..haha

2molo i gif all my frens a surprise..big one..
only mak tau..she helps me wit tht..
i hope all cn cum n c me in a new look..
btw its nt me cutting hair..its sumthg esle..haha

P.S: as syg aku..haha..shhhhh....
: jannah..jgn kau ckp kita lesbian..u will c e consequences..haha..kidding :P

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

2dae so damn tiring..pack shirts..
i prefer pack pens..haha
thgs becum complicated..
sumbody complain about my frens.....
eh..its gd we've done 4 u..other thn nobody does it..tk berterima kaseh..instead compaining jer..
make me mad, man!

tkper..nasib farhan makes jokes..in e msg..
happy go lucky..
he's smoothen me down..cool! ahaha

its soooo tiring..sleep in bus..but journey finish da! haha..
go mac..saw 2 unfavourite guys..( i hate em)
act as if they r nt exist..look at my phone..slalu uat gi2..wahahahhahax :P
go home..disturb waj..baladung! haha
then disturb nad..
then disturb hafsah..
yg paling terok..as..haha..
biasa la..tkder keje..

P.S. 2 as: u dun eat fries, i tell faris..then we 2 force u 2 eat..wahahaha..i cn b bengis..haha so du mak..hahahahahax

btw..SCARY!!!
there's "sumone" switch e light of my rm..which suppose 2 b switched off by yan 5 minutes ago..noone ws there..whu ah? last tym kene kacau..haiyo!!! y me?? pilih la faizal..(ouh ah2..ppl cant c him at nite..ahahahaha..jahat seh)
my dad ws shocked..
i wanna laugh..
his face look funny..haha..nvr see him lyk tht b4..hahahahax..

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

2molo CIP hrs..

Bring:
- 1 ointment oil (minyak kapak)
- 2 plastic bags

Patang larang:
- dun eat or drink wen taking bus..haha

..4 emergency..
haha..

P.S: thnx jannah 4 reminding me..tk selap..org yg ddk pt depan basah..haha (kidding)

syg skali..waj tk ikot same..klu tk le kacau..mak..haha..
miz ur jokes, sis
akhirnya, mak pandai uat jokes..
hahahahax



we watch manja lara..
gt ths part very gruesome:
A guy's tongue ws cut by his boss bcoz of revealin' secret 2 e police..

then suddenly ain's (only 4 yrs old) whinnin' & cryin'..
we were panicked..
thought sumthg wrong wit her..

she reply,"ain tknk lidah ain kene potong mcm 2"..
in a cute timid voice..

funny rite?
we laugh lyk wat..haha..
she felt lyk she ws in e drama..
soooooooo cute...

if u c her reaction,e look on her face..
u will say tht..haha..

Sunday, April 6, 2008

itz funny & fun wen..
we du e angelic stuffs..
u du e devilish stuffs..
but we worth & value it..
nt u..


miz my old frens..
miz their jokes..
they miz mine..
miz talking craps..
hope i can c u guys again..
go 4 outings 2gether..

hey,remember wt we've been chatting bout?
..our honeymoon..we go 2 hawaii by cruise..
n we've said: insyaallah..klu tuhan kabulkn doa kita smua..amin..

btw..dun 4get my new frens..my bestfren..
(lama2 my cruise will be loaded wit my frens..haha..)
gt lots of frens, man..wat cn i du?..4get bout em???..no way..i wun 4get all my frens..all whu i've been wit in all my lyf..i will nvr du tht til i die..k guys?..

i promise i wun hurt ur feelings..wun let ppl hurt ur feelings..
i'll let u cry over my shoulder..(abeh basah baju aku..haha..kidding.. ^_^)
i appreciate wat u've done 2wards me..
i'll wun 4get ur gd deeds..if gt chance i wanna reapy ur deeds..
u guys cant b replaced esp. my bestfren..

it is sad tht most ppl nvr remember wat i've done 2 em..all they noe is my bad..


got 6 siblings..
play an imprtnt role as a big sis..
mak n abah..
abah works as bus driver..he owns a black bus n cool red motorcycle..

To abah,
nur akn blaja sungguh2, cuba g universiti (insyaallah) biar dpt keje bagus..bergaji besar (ceh2 berangan nmpk?haha..tkpe..insyaallah boleh..)
bila holiday ada tym, nur keje sambilan utk bantu abah ringankn beban abah..

To mak,
nnti bila nur tk bz ngn skh..de free tyme..nur masakkn lauk istimewa utk famili..
tlg2 pt dapur ke..
klu de gaji,nur belikn baju yg mak idamkn,ok mak?
betulkn sink n dapur so tht mak tk yh susah2 nk uat keje xtra (call plumber..hehe..kene siapkn duit tu..haha..)

To my adek2,
hai cm tau je nur nk belikn jajan?hehe..ingt cap duit ke?hehe..kidding la..nur tk lokek..ada duit,nur belikn choc,gula2,keropok,ice cream..(ada agi tk?)
Insyaallah ada rezeki,nur kumpulkn duit nur utk beli mainan pt toyrus yg krg nk sgt bila stiap kali singgah pt situ utk tngk2 (choose wisely bila nk belikn..nnti bankrupt nur..nnti bila krg da puas maen,krg simpan uat jeruk..membazir tau..haha..)

I miz my cuzzins..y they live in m'sia n indonesia??yg ada pt s'pore..tu pn kt woodland n jurong..klu smua live near my place,senang sikit nk mit..haha..i wan 2 stay in terrace tht we've bought in m'sia..miz tht cool house..

miz n luv u guys lots..muacks..

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

2dae ws so damn tiring..my right hand muscle cramp due 2 yesterdae's trainin..nw double e cramp juz bcoz of todae's trainin..btw..lyke i sae..we du treated lyk statues..sir nvr gif us break frm 3.00-5.15pm..crazy rite?..no water break no rest..is he crazy or wat?!..lets c if he 4gts on giving us break 4 2molo's trainin..if no break..i wld hav cmplain bout ths "torture"...

i wnder....y ths particular gp hate us?..i mean wat on earth had we done 2 em?..their fren start e inhuman thgy..nt us?..y must we b scared of em?..we wun..they shld apologise 2 us 4 wat they had done which is sinful..ya! i guess they dun evn tink bout sins rite nw..bout our religion,rite?tkpe..its antara drg ngn tuhan saja..i cant make fun of em coz i noe its sinful..i cant takin revenge..all i cn du is pray..pray 2 allah yg satu hari nnti drg berubah menjadi manusia yg sempurna..yg soleh n soleha..regret n taubat 4 wat they had done e sins..i hope they change..cahnge 2 b a better person..n one day they wld b thnkful 2 me..2 my frens..

i cant takin revenge..wat i had said in e previous post is juz letting out my anger..thts e way nt 2 hurt innocence..btw..2 dinie n her fellow frens..i dun wan bermusuh..im nt coward or wat..coz i noe im nt e kind of person 2 start e cliques..my frens n i dun hav tym 2 du all ths thgs lyk wat u did..kita ada harga diri..i dun wan fighting..i dun wan u guys 2 bcum our enemies..we dun wan u 2 hate us..if u hate us then up 2 u..i tink u guys r matured,rite?but y mus u stil make fun of others..every1 nt perfect..even u n us nt perfect..we appreciate wat allah gives..u wanna kutuk us on our appearances..go ahead..u criticise on wat allah gives nt on our appearance btw..

remember ths..
kita tknk bermusuh..
we dun wan takin revenge..
we juz pray..hopefully u guys change..
dun laugh at ths..i mean it..later u wil noe..wat i say were truth..
if u wan 2 criticise me on ths post,go ahead..no harm made..laugh at me..jeling2..go ahead..i dun care bout tht..mayb u say"pe je..nk step alim.."..go ahead..
only tuhan yg tau..
we r nt mend 2 criticise on ppl..
we r mend 2 study,live n pray..
thts wat we du..