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Monday, August 31, 2009

MY THIRD BOYFRIEND: cyclop
MY SECOND BOYFRIEND: harry potter
MY FIRST BOYFRIEND :) : wolverine
TAKE THAT WAJ..HAHA :P

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8/31/2009 09:33:00 PM


Cowboy Hanna 
Sheriff Hanna
Hanna Ranger 
Ghost Hanna
Beware of Hanna, the Pyro :P

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8/31/2009 09:10:00 PM


today, went with Ajim to guitar store at City Hall..
actually plan to buy cake at Tampines for Ani but..
mum wanna buy roll cakes..simple and budget..

It was fun as if im walking with my bestfriend..
Ajim 24hours disturbing me..haha..so am i..
meet him at City Hall MRT at 3..
i reach 10 mins late..sorry Ajim..
then walk to this one big mall..just like in Bugis..
wow! there are many guitar stores..
bought the bag for $16..
went home after that at 4.30..

reached home at 5..
mum bought the cake roll..as usual..i decorate to make it nice for Ani, as a big piece of birthday cake..
belanja whole family 4 pizzas..hehe ordered from Pizzahut..yum yum..da lama tk makan..
k..gotta celebrate Ani's birthday..
will make the best birthday party ever..hehe actually for all my bros n sis parties, all are the best :)


Happy Birthday Ani :)
LOVE YOU!!! <3

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8/31/2009 08:40:00 PM


Sunday, August 30, 2009

I love my abang angkat..
love u abg!!!
u always make me smile and laugh..
every single day u text me with loads of jokes and gurauan..
and i love it..it makes me happy and cheerful..
this one day u didnt text me..
i feel bored and worried..
but yeah, that very night u texted me..
i love you..

this wednesday ada silat, im not looking forward to attend but insyaAllah, i wont disappoint my dearest friend..but ala..the training will be bored without abg :(
this saturday, insyaAllah can make it to sunplaza park to learn guitar from my adik angkat, Zul..
then one day, planned to go out with Ajim, cycling...
i just hope his tire send for repairs ASAP..jadi cepat-cepat kita gi cycling..yeay yeay!! haha

I miss my besties..
seriously..im hoping to meet up with all of u..all four of u girls..
Im looking forward this Saturday and Sunday..
But if this Saturday, kalau the thgy is in the morning, i can go..but need to go off early..
if not i cant make it, but to make it on the Sunday..
I miss you gals..
where are u Hafsah??IMY
nak tak kita gi cycling? i know it sounds weird cos bulan puasa..
but what to do..this bulan puasa is the only holiday i have..and so is Nadia..hehe
i wanna enjoy before the attachment..hehe

I love u all! muackz3!!!
IMY, gals :)
Jannah, Nadia and Hafsah
Hanna and Wajihah

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8/30/2009 11:51:00 AM


Saturday, August 29, 2009

I must "refresh" myself..
after what my friends had said to me..
I've realised that i shouldn't do that..
I feel so regretful..
a friend of mine had said to me..
He said that what i did is so stupid and i might kill myself eventhough i didnt have any intention on commiting suicide and i can go straight to hell if i die due to the pills..
i'm so scared of hell..
I'm so sorry i've troubled all my besties..
Make them cry, worried sick, sleepless, late for exams, etc..
i"m so sorry..forgive me pls..
i know i cant get away from hell after all i've did..
but i know i can renew myself and "ringankan beban di neraka"..
I hope Allah forgive me..
I promise to all my love ones and Allah that i will never do ridiculous stuffs again..
i'll try my best to control myself..
i swear when i did those stupid things, i cant control myself..
now i'm trying to love myself..
taking slow and one at a time pace to accept myself..
Recently i listen to this syarahan made by ustaz..
he told me..
there's 4 golongan:
1. bahagia di dunia, bahagia di akhirat
2. bahagia di dunia, celaka di akhirat
3. celaka di dunia, bahagia di akhirat
4. celaka di dunia, celaka di akhirat
i know i will be in fourth golongan- celaka di dunia and di akhirat..
i did alot of sinful things..
i didnt even accept what Allah gives to me..
i gave up easily...
but thats the past..eventhough its like two days ago..
i will focus on today and the present, my future..
i know there's no point on thinking about past..i cant change it..what past leave it as past..
i've learnt from my mistakes..
trying to forget what i did in the past and move on..
i swear i will try to move on even it takes the slowest pace..
i will feel "syukur" of what Allah gives to me..
i just get to believe, every fate, theres hikmah..
slowly i will try to change the way i am..
today, i will be a diferent person..a better person..insyaAllah..
and i will be happy for everything..even problems..even i fail my exams..i will be happy cos thats when i know i need to work harder..
I believe Allah is forgivable..
and i will ask for His forgiveness..
but i will never take advantages of His forgiveness..
i will never never do it again..bertaubat..
never..
amin..

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8/29/2009 12:15:00 PM


Thursday, August 27, 2009

at last!!!! my exams finished..yeay2!!!!
what im gonna do for this holiday before attachment...
today after break fast:
1) drink 3 cups of coffee
2) take 10 pills of panadol
3) sembahyang terawih (insyaAllah)


tommorrow:
1) cook roti john for family..yum yum..
2) facebook..hehe..farmville!!!
3) sembahyang terawih (insyaAllah)

im so gonna high2..this time..
try the method of overdose..
put panadol pills in the coke drink..
then drink it..confirm high2..
ppl dun care bout me..so heck care!!! im gonna do it..
tick tock tick tock..time running..cant wait..
overdose overdose overdose hmm...
bye world!!

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8/27/2009 04:56:00 PM


Tuesday, August 25, 2009

k..so far 1 more paper to go n im out of stress..
planned to drink 3-5 cups of coffee rite after buka on this thurs so that i can high high..
i swear i really nid something to make me feel cool..relaxed..n make my mind at ease..fantasy..
sssssssssssssssttttttttttttttrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssss.....
problem after another..
1) Personal problem..i shouldnt share abt it..sorry

2) "Exams" gah!!! i tink..i tink la..i did badly for all papers..
y?
1: nervous..
2: byk halangan that prevent me from studying, such as laptop, problems,etc..haha..
3: stress
4: manage to study but then when comes to answering the questions, im confused what would be the ans..n i ans it wrongly like the qn asked "what are the types of plasma proteins?" and i give the types of WBC padahal i know the ans..damn so wasted..
5: my mind went blank suddenly
6: headache in the middle of the exams suddenly..haish

only thing is to pray and work hard for it..how i wish problems are gone :(

k la..thats all..tata

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8/25/2009 07:36:00 PM


Friday, August 21, 2009

k study Psychology for like 2 days plus..
study hard mcm org gila..
then wasted down the drain..
when i look at the SAQ once i gt the paper n allowed to read thru the qns..
i know i've studied and remember every details..i swear..
then skali when start to write down the answer..
my mind was totally blank..
i forgt every single detail..
omg!! i cant believe it..i tink i focus to hard on that lectures n ya forget all of it..
ALL OF IT!!!

text abg n H about it..mcm nk menangis pun ada..all 15 marks gone..
but im preety sure i did ok for MCQs..MCQs quite easy but tricky..
so ya..Psychology..tkde harapan..tsk tsk..

lied to my dad that i can do the paper..
every exams,he will ask how was it? i can do or not? something like that..
my answers are all the same..boleh tahan la..ok boleh buat jugak..
three more papers to go and after that, i will so gonna scream my heart out and cry badly..
im so stress!!!

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8/21/2009 05:10:00 PM


last monday,
meet Waj kt bugis mrt..
sembhyang zuhur kt masjid Sultan..
then went to national lib..
g level 7,tk le bawak masuk school books..
so went to level 5,penuh..tsk tsk..
then we sat at the gallery side..
alamak! ni security guard halau kita la..tsk tsk..
then g the outside lib corner..
da la bising ada construction..tsk tsk..tkpe la..aslkn dpt blaja..

then meet H..budak ni kn degil tau..haha
finally found a spot,sit at the so-called stage..cos the bench there ada byk semut..
kacau betul la semut ni..tsk tsk..
wow!! i can concentrate seh..haha
ok..then 6.30 belah..
i have to be home before maghrib..tsk tsk..

then temankn H mkn kt this chinese hawker centre yg halal..Tong Zseng is it?haha terlupa ar..
then went home take mrt..
H as uaual send me til i take bus 63..
k i miss him..haha

exam paper is on wed followed by thurs..
damn it!!

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8/21/2009 04:53:00 PM


Monday, August 17, 2009

Nadia, Wajihah and Jannah in bus 21
Wajihah and her birthday cake
Tiup lilin nya,
tiup lilin nya,
tiup lilin nya sekarang juga,
sekarang juga,
sekarang juga..yeay! haha
on last Saturday, 15th Aug,
we celebrated Waj's birthday..though her bifdae is over, that's the only day almost all of us cold attend..
so me and Nad plan to buy the cake..and the venue for the small party..on the Friday..
so we make it at Pasir Ris, near the beach..


So, Nad as usual invite her bf..and me invite H..Jan invite her sis, Atiqah..
so 6 of us..and the birthday gal, Waj..


On the day..
i meet up wit H at Eunos mrt..
darn it! i saw my ex..he was shock..but he wave and smile at me..
ok his reaction was like wanna tell me something..
but then i cant afford to look at him..
so i smile at him and pretend to look at the phone..
i cant help it..not that im arrogant..but i juz avoid to cry..
i kept calling H..ya im juz worried if he cant make it or somethg happen to him..
k im so paranoid but i stil gt the trauma..
not over reacted too..haha


k..so take MRT to Pasir Ris..meet Huzai..
omg! H and Huzai r cuzzins..cool!!
wow!! i dunno H got linked wit many ppl i know..like...
hes my ex's neighbour..can't believe it..


so we walked to the spot where Jan, Atiqah and Nad are..
so ya they got a great spot..
Nad, Jan and me were fighting over a liquidified bubble in bear bottle..haha..mcm budak kecil..
then 4 of us,the girls sat on the rock and look at the sea..it is so damn romantic..the scenario..the sea..the sound of wave..k im so obssessed rite now..haha


while waiting for the birthday girl,
me and H play with a cat..wow! i dunno he loves animals too..
the cat was so manja..
then H invite me to play with the sea water..
k join in..cool!!the seawater was so cleared..mush more clearer than East Coast..
splash2 water..H jahat seh..haha wanna push me in the water..nk usik2 je..
then we pick up shells and corals..
k now i figure out that we got alot in common..
he loves collections, animals, hip hop musics..and so am i..
how i wish we are...ok fahana,u r so overreacted..haha


then the weather changed..cloudy..
so we packed up the things,food,etc. and brought to a shelter..the place was beautiful..
so then me, H and Jan went back to the interchange to fetch Waj..
k we lied to Waj saying we wanna study together at Pasir Ris lib..but then actually we throw a surprise party at her..


then suddenly it rained haevily..
so me and H terpaksa run..to light up the candle..
so it was not a good weather..but the day was awesome..
Waj was surprised..k the cake mcm budak2 kecil..ada Winx club pics kat tengah2..haha
then we sabo each other..habes kek smua kt muka masing2..haha
then kita mkn cake..
H was so funny..usik2 everyone..
then Huzai kene sabo..birthday girl kene paisey..haha


then we went home..everyone took bus 21..
i was so tired by then..sleep on bus..
korang mengumpat aku je eh mentang2 aku ngh tido..haha
they alight at Tamp..
me and H stop at Geylang..
walk to Eunos Inter..my family tk jadi g Geylang..so went home..
he waited for me to take 63..how sweet of him..
but then i hope he sempat sembahyang Asar..cos by the time, it was 7pm plus..


reach home at 7.30 plus..cos i went to buy cat food..


how i wish it happens again..
to me, the day was so special..the memory will always stay in my heart..

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8/17/2009 09:15:00 AM


Monday, August 10, 2009

i can't believe yesterday was sux..
ok..celebrate national day with family at Geylang..
i at 1st dunwan..im not semangat..but tknk hampakn mak..so finally go..
anyway my health is not up to healthy rank..im still feel unwell..oh well..
got 8 tickets..each cost $5 and my mum's friend bought for us...thanks auntie :)

i sat beside my dad..my bros sat beside me..im in between and we lean against the shop wall..
relaxs one corner kirakn..
my mum with her friend's family along with my small siblings..
well..my mum's friend has 10 children..surprised rite? kita 9, dorang 12..big family!!
then..the national day celebration starts..we watch the big screen,channel 5,the national day parade..
unfortunately..org yg tk ingat org belakang (us) kene bahasa kn me n my dad..haha
i was like "oii krg pikir krg sorang pe tengok?!" and my dad was like "ala..drg penat drg belah..haha"
like father like daughter..haha

then..me,faizal,ali,yan and dad bored to death..so we go to the bus..watch dvd..hmm..Big momma house 2, Fantastic 4 the silvef surfer and Click..hehe
at 9.45 plus..i wanna go to the toilet..so yar..

then when i went back to the bus..the bus was gone..the place was cleared..n i left alone there..
"aku ni kene tinggal ke?" ya its true..my whole family left me behind..n i feel leftout..
wth!!! i was so mad..i call my dad..my dad was yelling at me cos they almost reached home and have to u-turn to fetch me back..omg!!! ure not worried at all..wat if i was kidnapped or...
AM I A BIG EXTRA IN THE FAMILY??? i cant believe they totally forget bout me (though aku paling bising dlm bas,batuk2..tu pun le lupa..wth)

when my dad fetched me..i argued with him till we reach home..
i was so damn mad!!!
but then..forgiven..
...

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8/10/2009 01:53:00 PM


Thursday, August 6, 2009

internet have been driving me crazy!!!
oh well, bersabar and baca selawat..keep that in mind..

my throat is killing me..coughing nonstop thanks to the bitter gas!!!
take cough medicine this morning..
reach sch..during bio lecture..sleep for 1hr..
gosh! the medicine caused drowsiness..and i cant help it..
ive consumed 2 packets of stepsils..wont work..ubat Abah baru le tahan..hehe

seriously, current dont like me tsk tsk :(
laptop batt is almost dead, and theres a plug..plug in but no current flow..terpaksa la pindah tsk tsk
then bio lab..theres plug nearby,plug in but also no current flow..terpaksa pindah lagi..tsk tsk ape la nasib..haha

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8/06/2009 10:52:00 PM


yesterday
got mask fitting after lecture..
damn! the bitter gas made me cough non stop gah!!!

during silat..
it was AWESOME!
alot of physical trainings..(like duh!)
hmm..k few people came..abt half of the total amount that people usually attend the trainings..
i love to disturb Y..
A tk dtg :( sunyi training..tsk tsk..usually he will continue disturbing me haha

ok ok...
i must train myself to move quickly SPEED SPEED SPEED
YEAY!

not during training pun nk kacau org..pe je A..haha

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8/06/2009 10:38:00 PM


well,
these days..i've been having mood swings..
hmm..alot of things happening..
hanya Allah yg tahu..

sorry for not blogging..hehe
sibuk ngn facebook games..
to relaxs my mind konon nye.. :)

one upcoming test next wed..
damn! gonna study hard..though im trying to like the module..
damn! i hate the module :(

my exams are around the corner..
5 modules to study..
oh well! i'm so gonna put facebook aside and study..heheheh
Psychology tak faham satu benda pun :( tsk tsk!

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8/06/2009 10:31:00 PM


Sunday, August 2, 2009

Today..
pagi2 huzai da msg..
tk sabar pe..haha
Nadia tk jadi..i feel sad for her..wateva..she must accept the fate and be strong..insyaAllah..
meet up to play street soccer..
dgr2 pompan tk tau main ke pe, huzai..nah amek kau alek..girls can do it!!!
Wajihah and Huzai betul2 planned hari ni..
both bring bicycle and wore red..haha..semangat S'pore & liverpool..
3 boys 4 girls..ok cool!!!
Huzai (nadia's bf), Faizal (my bro), Farhan (Jannah's bro) VS Wajihah, Jannah, Atiqah (Jannah's sis) and ME..hehehe
well,we didnt count who score the most..but i know boys team won..
then black & white..I get to group with Huzai and Jannah..Wajihah with adek2..kene la tu..haha
but i know i score the most (chey bangga la tu..haha) yg i know, we played for fun..
then bored, we play poison ball..but it was bored..
changed to the game Monkey..Farhan and Wajihah jadi monkey..haha
then, kesian drg tk dpt2 bola..we played dodgeball..
k that was fun thnks to huzai's idea..
after that, went to KFC..hehe
me and Faizal went home after that..

P.S: Jannah, next week..bowling ok?? kau blanja..hehehehe
P.S: Huzai, aku masih pelik lagi..asl kau takot ngn aku??? hahahaha

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8/02/2009 11:40:00 PM


1st Aug...
Silat investiture..
came sch at 10.30 plus..late cos i got family matters to settle..damn!
train the steps to take our uniform for the juniors..
alamak! malu nye..haha
then saw F, hes sick..kesian seh..hope i can help..
saw the seniors practised on their moves for the performance..it was so damn cool..
baek ar Abg!! *salutes*

break time after the training and be ready before the real ceremony starts...
me and my fren bored..so we rush to playground main swing..mcm budak2 kejarkn swing..haha
i was climbing the fence..but then got stuck,fence in the midlle..haha..that was so damn funny..haha
i dunno A ternampak..cos i tot all of the guys went sembahyang asar..
ish! memalukan..haha..he was like kept disturbing me with the "tadi ter-stuck nmpk? tknk maen playground?"
tk abes2 haha..but then kene alek..haha..tu la nk kacau fahana..hehe amek kau! haha

after that, the ceremony had been shifted down due to time constraint..
my family come at 5.30 plus..
jannah tk jadi..shes still at her makcik's house..sedihnye..
tkper Jan..hehe..its ok :)

ok..my silat friends all stared at my family when they get to know..
sorry ye..my friend was like "eh adik kau yg kecik tu cute ar..le bawak balek?"
and i was like "tlg eh..No no!" haha
H kept asking me bout my family..everythg tau..haha..but im glad to answer all of his questions..
from the before the starting of the ceremony (that was when my family arrived) til the time we get the uniform andd wore it..haha..lama nye H tanya..haha..tkpe tkpe :) nanti aku kasi kau satu buku psl my family ok? haha..kidding
theres maghrib break during the ceremony..
me and my frens yg tk le sembhyg gathered at the playground..adik2 pun ikot..
R and me play the swings..mcm budak2..maghrib2 main buai ye? siapa ajar? haha..
then ceremony continued half an hour later..
performances start..that part i love it..it was AWESOME!!!
then the winners for IVP..congrats!
da lama gitu..our turn to take uniform with the moves..haha..mcm NPCC
wear quickly the uniform outside the doom..
thanks to Abg for the belt..haha..smua panicked..
when the investiture ended, smua gabrah take pics..ish byk penyelik..haha..kidding2
but it was fun amek gambar smua..mcm cool pakai uniform..masing2 look diff :)
then rush to meet my family..
dad gtg cos nk angkat budak silat from other area dkt majlis perkahwinan..
im like a fool wearing silat uniform, gi makan nasi briyani..ngn family yg pakai formal..tsk tsk
seriously, siapa tolak nasi briyani oii..haha..favourite!!!
but then coincidence, jumpe S,my silat fren..she attended the majlis..her fren nye bro kahwin..
wat a coincidence! patutla dia hilang rite after the silat investiture end..haha

reach home at 1 plus A.M..
penat! balek tido..haha

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8/02/2009 11:37:00 PM