Wednesday, January 28, 2009

25th jan..
the day..the 1st day to East Coast Park..
b4 tht,i cooked fried prawns n squids coated wit bread crumbs..yum yum!
my mum cooked ayam rendang..me cooked rice,the easiest task..haha
we all brought clothes..bathing clothes..go-back-home clothes...n so on..

my bros made submarines out of a bottle...
un42n8ly..they made floating submarine..haha
for me..i brought containers..well,to put sea creatures we've caught...

then,me went down to pet shop (a few km away)
i rode a bicycle..yan accompany me..
wen we reach,the shop closed :(
so wen to hamster pet shop...
gd news..i say a sign stick to the tank.."4 adoption"
that hamster inside the tank was so fat n cuddly..it is so cute..
wit black stripes n white fur...i feel like wanna touch it..
then so happy i called mum..mum tknk :(
so we headed back home..
wen reach home..i pleaded to mum asking can bring tht hamster home?
she finally agreed then me n yan go back to the pet shop..
bad news.."u need to bring along hamster cage..hav all the supplies..i'll only gif u the hamster"
un42n8ly,i have thrown away the hamster's supplies since we feel like dunwan to take care of hamster anymore...
so went home..carry those things to be brought to east coast beach..to my dad's bus compartment..dun forget Sydney..haha
dad drove us to ECP! yeah!

reach the beach at 3.30pm..find a shady gd spot for two tents n picnic..
found one..42n8ly,one fam at the very same spot wanna go home,packing up their things..
so we gt the large spot..n the spot is exactly in front of the toilet..
so wanna go toilet,walk a few metres n reached..haha

wen everythg settled..we changed into bathing clothes..me simple..juz a shirt n pants..haha..no swimsuit..n yeah if have i'll nvr wear it..so uncomfortable..eeeeeee....
then jump into the sea..whoahuu!

after tht eat lunch...then go the rocks there..
found alot of crabs there..so catch them using hands..
got five crabs the biggest ones...place in the container..make the place look normal..put rocks..
as usual..we show em to mum n dad..
dad shook his head.."ish3!krg tkde keje ke selain tangkap ketam.."haha
then leave the crabs alone at the tent..
bathe wit ain..ain so brave wanna swim to my body level..
dad n mum join in..
faizal brought soccer ball..play at the sea..catch n throw..
at 1st he,yan n ali play wit 4 muscular guys..they r frm thailand...
then dad wen so far away frm us frm where we bathe..he swim n swim n swim til he t muscle cramp..hes so funny...we had fun 2gether as one fam..
im juz so glad tht at last after all those yrs,my dad had no work for e rest of the day except in the mornin..so he get to stay wit us..if nt,he usually leave mum in charge..then he went to work..
sumtimes wen i ask my mum wheres dad,her ans wld b "hes at work"
i alwaes get fed up wit it..
but tht day,he stayed wit us til tml..im so happy..
then at ard 5pm..my dad went back to swim..
i ask my dad to teach me hw to swim..
yeah i finally know hw to swim..
he taught me this:
close the gaps of yr fingers...shape like flippers..
then take a deeeeep breath before diving..
wen u dive,use both yr hands n legs to move yr body forward..
at the same time..push ur head upwards so that u cld catch a breath b4 u dive again...
do it continuously...have a time interval wen u wanna catch breath..
if nt,u will drown..

then i can swim..haha..so i swim to the level which my feet cant recah the ground..
i swim forward despite the big waves...
n yeah..i did it! i shout like hell..haha
stop bathing at maghrib..
release the crabs back to where we found..they r so cute..haha
bye2 crabs..tml we'll c u guys again..haha

dad wen to the tent to sleep after maghrib..
while me n the rest bathe in the toilet n chnged into dry clothes..
yan n me wen for cycling..
we cycle till the end n cum back..
it ws so tiring..yeah! but fun! :)
so headed back to the tent koz its getting dark..scary
ali n faizal play soccer wit ain n fadhil..
kesian ain asyik tk dpt bola..koz faizal n ali buli her..haha
but wen she get the ball,she kicked the ball far away,penatkn faizal utk amek tu bola..haha
naughtie ain..
me eat je..haha..eat for dinner..
then feed my terrapin,Sydney..
she's so cute..haha..

then we play the game of life in the tent..
me,mum,faizal n dad..the winner is my mum..she gt lot of money..
for me..im the last one koz i gt alot of debts..hehe..my dad say,"muka kau memang sentiasa ada hutang..memang kenala tu..."
pe seh..haha..

then late at night..we wen to sleep..
me n siblings in one tent..the big one..
my mum n dad in another tent..
un42n8ly its raining outside so diff to sleep...haha
i sleep at midnite..haha

26th jan..
wake up at 7am..wow!
then wen to bathe at 9am..
go cycling wit ali n yan at 10am til noon..
back to tent as usual eat breakfast..haha
feed Sydney..kesian dia..shes so hungry..

the weather is so hot..
surely i gt sunburn..
then we go mac..me,faizal,ali n yan by bicycle..
buy vanilla cone..refreshments..haha
then wen to the so-called funfair..i nvr been there bfore..
play the machine insert $1 coin n grab soft toy..tk dpt :(
play the new machine..same thing drop in $1 coin..this time..theres a crane..
the crane will auto scoop tiny soft toys..then drop at the opening..the wooden plank will push the toy..if lucky,the toys will fall to the opening where we can get..n im so lucky..i gt two soft toys..so cuddly n soft...un42n8ly..one of em is pink..eeeee..but nvrmind at least i like the toy..its so cute..
then wen back to camp..
the rest bathe but me stay at the camp..
they r so naughtie..told em nt to bathe at this hr but still they wan to..nw they r black haha..

then invite my mum n the rest to the pond nearby...
wanna feed the terrapins n fishes wit bread (shh..actually cannot haha)
bring along my terrapin there..if nt shes alone at the tent..
then,my siblings wanna catch the prawns n guppies..
terrapin nye tempat jadi sasaran..me hold terrapin..
then catch alot of prawns n fishes...after tht release em back..put back poor Sydney into the tank..haha
then this lady..she wearing tudung..shes pretty..guess shes frm pakistan or arabia..
she said to me,"can u release tht terrapin back at the pond..pls"pointing at my Sydney..
then quickly i reply..thts mine..i brought for $5..her name is Sydney..then she apologised..she tot i took tht terrapin frm the pond..yeah rite! i nvr did tht my whole life..haha

after tht back to the tents..
then gt msg frm waj again..saying gt gerhana at ard 4.30pm..cant w8 to c..haha
then wen i reply me at ECP...she rang me..saying shes at ECP too..
haha..wat a coincidence..so plan to mit n cycle togetha..
so we mit at wetboarding there...
quickly grab my earpiece,handphone n my bike..
headed to the meeting place..
so waj..didnt realise she was much shorter..haha..kidding waj :D peace..
then i brought her to my picnic place..
bring her to my mum n the rest..
they all built sandcastles..then took pics along wit waj..sibuk je..haha

then,waj's turn to bring me to her fam place..
so her pakcik makcik mum nenek..they r so frenly..hw must i repay her nenek's gd deeds?
then we berangkat g find waj's cuzzin n her sis...they go cycling..
find for so long,we gif up n wen back to waj's place..
then i say farewell to everyone..so them packing things wanna go off..
so missing waj..i juz wish i can bathe wit u,gal in the sea..have fun swimming..
then went back to the tents..so my bros caught 3 crabs...this time much bigger than the other crabs we've caught...
one wit white stripe at the center..one wit moss on its body..they r ketam batu..
the other one yellow colour..ketam laut..this one is so cute n much smaller..the size of my thumb..wen u disturb it,he will quickly use its leg n bury its body in the sand...its move r so cut n panicky..haha

then i chnged to bathing clothes n wen for a bathe..tht day my dad went to work..so no dad :( again..
we all found alot of hermit crabs in the sea..so we caught them..
faizal make a small pond..n we place the hermit crabs in it..haha..
then theres esclipse..wow! i can c the sun..its shape like crescent..
its a bit dark suddenly..

for so long,we finally wen to bathe..changed to dry clothes..
un42n8ly theres no food left so hav to go to mac to buy burgers..me belanja..haha
but only me n yan went to mac..take away the burgers n brought to the tents..
im so surprise..so fast they clearup the place..all the tents r pull down n fold nicely..the things r pack nicely..then we eat burgers at the very same spot..its dark so use light..haha
after tht we went home...as usual,carry the things to bus compartment..
wen we reach..as usual also we carry the things to the house..
then wen everythg had settled..we watch tv..
tired..we all sleep..haha

this hoilday is so fun..i love these days!

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1/28/2009 10:58:00 AM

Saturday, January 24, 2009

u wan me to die quickly...
gif me cigarette to smoke!

u wan me to die slowly but painfully...
smoke a cigerette in front of my face!

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1/24/2009 03:13:00 PM

Friday, January 23, 2009

yest was so fun..
well,after wat happen the other day,i feel so upset..
but then yest,thnks to wee n didi,
im cheering up til now..also to hyder..hehe
hmm..yest..it was a COOL day! yippey!
mit wee n didi at tamp mrt..hmm..
im alwaez e one whu cums late..hehe (latecomer)
then proceed to tamp mall...
eat at long john silver..
at last didi wanna eat..haha
go to popular next...yeah! i gt the new moon..
w8ing for eclipse... :(
after tht,went arcade..
well,nt playing games there but check the card value..haha..kosong!
then,wee gt idea..go tamp safra..
well,ive nvr been to there bfore so...im so yakun there...
wee suggested to play bowling..
well,i nvr get to hold a bowling,now u wanna me to play wit u..nah ah! haha
but wee managed to force me to the challenge..well if i dun win,dun laugh at me..
wee blanja..haha
we play bowling..nad dunwan to play.. :(
1st round,it sux!
wee is the champion i tell u..but she cant win the other player :P bluek!
then saw faiz there studying wit his new frens..wow!hes changed to bcum better..
well,only wee n me noe him..so we dunwan to disturb him,we cntinue throwing..
yeah! my 1st play..i gt 0/1..0/3..0/7..0/9..then strike! 0/ / yeah!
haha..didi join for only 2 tries..she gd at playing til the bowling masuk longkang,she panick..haha
i was paisey there..gt e wrong bowling...it ws suppose to b tht chinese gal's bowling..
hey hw m i suppose to know..all bowlings look the same..next time put yr name there...
n yeah chnge the colour of it to non-blue..
haha..i alwaez love to hold/choose blue stuffs..haha
then,after the 1st game..we proceed to archery..
round the whole place,find the service counter..finally manage to reach there..
it was so quiet there..hmm..i nvr touch real bow n arrows..so..we went home..
gt no money..haha..
wee ajak lagi..but ths time go to city hall..
well,i dunno where city hall n ada apa pt sana..
insya Allah we go there,aites?
yeah,i have lots of fun spending time wit u guys...luv & miss u lots2

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1/23/2009 01:45:00 PM

i found 2 worms..well i cant tell u where i found em..they r so cute..but im so scared to touch em..put inside a container..well,if i left em like tht,they r gonna die..so..i take care of em + my sweet terrapin,Sydney..aww..they r cute..wriggling all around the container...
then..today..im so in love...they grow up so fast..i mean transform..
Grubbie,the fat love-to-eat one,had silk wrapped around its body..
Naughtie,the thin love-to-climb one,had transfom into white cocoon..a bit..
im so in touch..haha..
Sydney,well,she alwaes love to walk in circle..haha..likes to climb up my feet whenever i wanna clean her place..haha..
shes adorable..now shes fat...n heavy..haha..well,thts my pets' life..
P.S: I LOVE ANIMALS!!! <3

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1/23/2009 01:43:00 PM

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

i get to learn frm this new teacher..he's GREAT!
this is wat he teach me:
"but most of the time, relationships is about learning from experience
the most impt part of relationships, whether its friends or lovers,
is being in the person's shoes
the person's feelings is every bit important as ur feelings
u must watch what u say, and must regard his/her feelings when u talk
tht way, u'll avoid misunderstandings
here's a tip to consider when u love someone
everyone needs space
you need to give the person privacy"

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1/21/2009 12:20:00 PM

yest ws bored..
after cooking,cleaning,sweeping n wateva housework thts available for me,
i go down to e uncle shop buy newspaper..hmm..chat wit him..
"so uncle how r u?"
"fine..but a bit tiring..yest so cold cant sleep.."
"ouh...so want me to help u?hehe.."
"nvrmind uncle fine..thnks gal.."
"no prob..bye uncle"
"bye"
n it ws cool then..

so went home,quickly flip to job classified...(desperate ape?!hehe)
then highlight a few tht im interested in..call half of em..
well..tk dpt :(
msg nad..ask her whether she wanna try out pt suratkhabar...
then go apply mac pt online..
hmm they gif me 90 days to check whether the restaurants ive chose still gt vacancy or nt...
well,mlas ar nk tnggu..hehe
so..i chat wit iqbal at msn..hmm..he told me sumthg tht make me guilty..

then bored,watch 2 movies:thai (scary n brutal) n chinese kungfu (humour)
fyi, me alone at home..
then mum returned..
ain at sch..well,shes very impatient wenvr she w8 for her lesson to start..haha..

hmm..very frustrated at e moment..so damn bored..
lebih baek bobual ngn uncle pt kedai..haha
wen adek smua da balek..mum says,
"dun switch on comp..dun watch cds or dvds..."
hell yeah! koz later they will b jealous..wth man!
i ws so frustrated..then bila adek maen comp,mak tk ckp pape pn...pdhal drg skh...
then bila drg balek,at least they gt sumthg to do like do hw..
im bored..they alwaez take advtg on me..mentang2 aku tk skh...
do ths do tht..helo..juz act as if im schooling..do normally..easy kn?
k..chnge topic..

im nt in a mood to talk..jan n waj wanna chat wit me at e wrong time..sorry guys..
rmmbering wat iqbal told me..
hmm..jan n waj asking me at the same tyme..
so finally i told em wat happen..thru phone to waj,thru sms to jan..
then,lama2 da mkn ubat (laugh) wit waj..im feeling much better...
so we chat...chat n chat n chat til tk ingt waktu haha..
then mum gif me a jgn-lama-lama-bebual sign...haha
n i show her jap-agi-nur-abes-bebual sign...haha

then,me chat wit ths sumone..hmm..funny..haha
after tht waj call me kata dia da approved to b relief teacher..yeah!im so happy for u waj..
nnti bila kau da baek call me,ok?
kita gi hunt satu per satu skh..haha

then,jan sibuk..haha..(kidding) i told her bout the jobs available..well she tried..but tk dpt..
well u can alwaez try again wat?haha..wish u e very best of luck..
then heard news frm jan,didi dpt keje pt fish&co.
well di,im so happy for u,gal :) jgn lepaskn peluang..theres alwaez a tryout wat?
u dun like,ask for resign..but i dun encourage u on tht..hehe

then,at nite..im happy again..but un42n8ly..somebody make thgs worst...
yg da lalu sudah la..jgn besar2kn..forgif n forget e past..
well,detective2..stop it ok,i mean it! i noe u wanna help..
but bout me n him..juz a fren,mayb bestfrens...nt more than tht...
well,im nt feeling guilty anymore..i really du care bout him much..
nw u guys make me so cnfused to trust either u guys or iqbal..
well,pape i juz wish he will find a perfect soulmate,better than i am..
succeed in his 'O's..happy,cheerful n move on with his life..no hartbreak2..k?

so..i juz wish ppl whu fitnah2 me or burukkn my name will realise tht im nt at fault..
but ill forgif em to ringankn beban drg pt neraka nnti..amin..
one day they will realise...

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1/21/2009 09:50:00 AM

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

yest was fun..
get to chat wit hyder & aiman,along wit waj...
ok..nw they kept sayin im exactly like nadiah..
well..im nt ok uncle aiman..
haha..k2..i wun call u tht..next time ok..haha kidding

hmm..lucian?wats tht?
stop ok wit yr "tk mati?"..haha kidding
hmm...yr real name mahal eh? nk muntah seh..haha

well,waj,they r nice..bet if we hangout pt luar confirm jadi gila..
confirm kau tknk nye...haha
haha..sedangkn msn da rabak..haha
k..well..dun say anythg stupid of me liking him ok?

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1/14/2009 12:54:00 PM

im so gonna mis my besties...

arghh!!!

hani..pls la...join NYP..hehe..

my bestie wanna go NP *sob* *sob*...

tkpe la k...one day we will mit pt hosp..ok? (kalau la dpt g nursing..haha)

i will b staff nurse or doc..(ceh2) haha

hmm..tml we're going ARCADE!!!

yeah!my best day...haha

moyang blanja ok? haha

hmm..today gt gd news..get to b approved as relief teacher...

hmm...primary sch teacher...cool!

but nid to verify wit primary schs...

k moyang,monday kita g call every primary schs pt s'pore aitez?

haha...luar negeri pn le..haha..

k..hmm..jan,double peace to u...

glad to hear ur cheerup happy voice...

dun gif up aitez?

didi,knp ni takut2?

haha..students tk mkn kau la..hehe..

drg bully kau,blg aku..hehe

k tkpe..i dun force u..lain kali i accompany u aitez?

hmm..mak3...

watsup! haha

well work hard ok pt s'pore post...

klu da berhenti keje,blg aku...kita go out wit yg laen ok?

haha..satu hari nnti aku antar kau surat ok?..hehe

hanisah e honeystar..hmm thnks for yr console..haha

glad u calm me down..if nt im FREAKING OUT!!! haha

well,bout yr guy,hmm..i agree on anythg..up to u aitez?

ala dun wori,tkkn aku nk 4get kau after u stead wit him..

i wun n nvr ok? miss ya

well,misz ya so much...one day we'll mit again..of kourse...

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1/14/2009 11:52:00 AM

Thursday, January 8, 2009

thnks guys for ya concern..

ya waj,i gif u double peace on my hart koz u make me realise..

well,to me,REALISE is e most importnt word..

hmm..after wat u said in e phone,i cried..

cried of feeling so guilty to myself & to e others esp. As..

well,i noe As concerned bout me n so do Jan..

thts y they seem to b angry wit me wen they get to noe i wanna do sumthg stupid...

im sorry about ive said long ago..

forgive me,aitesz?

how cn i calm myself down if probs cum after another...

solve one,another cums in..

its like e probs r queueing in front of me,a nvrending Q..

& i,as a admin staff,takes down one by one for eternity life..

i started to panick wen i dunno wat to do...

juz a small tiny mistake & i started to feel very guilty for e rest of my life..

GUILTY is such a strong word for me to place inside myself..

& i cant live in ths world if one of em didnt forgive me...

wat shld i do?

i keep questioning myself...

i cant relaxs myself even Waj told me to...

btw..i gt a big bump at e back of my head,wen i slip & fall..

so Jan & Waj,im sorry if i alwaez forget what i wanna say to u guys..

& u guys feel bored to talk to me..

well its fine wit me..

i have STM easily even its like only a minute ago,after e bump..

SORRY GUYS...kind of being so forgetful..

im so gonna blame e soap spilled in front of my bedrm door...

well,i didnt tell anyone in my house bout it..

so dun u try to tell one of em..pls..dun wan em to worry esp.my dad..

well,c ya soon,Waj,As,Jan,Nad & Haf..mayb on 12th jan..

OMG!!! its 4 more days!!! well,gd luck then..

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1/08/2009 11:12:00 AM

Saturday, January 3, 2009

this holiday's totally sux...
great!!!
still i thought im free of probs...
un42n8ly, its not...

dunno how i can face these probs...
im trying to escape &..
the gd thing is...
i can only escape two of them by resigning..

another one is..i can escape it by letting sumone go...
lying to ya friends make me sick...
make me feel guilty...
this is wat u called "bohong sunat"
but i cant do tht...

now, cant hold anymore secrets...
i let it out...
ive been keeping secrets frm all my friends except jan...
frm my mum & dad...

well this may b my last msg to all my friends who read this..
im sorry...

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1/03/2009 06:58:00 PM

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