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Nur Fahana ♥
26th October 1992 [Scorpio ;)]♥
Nanyang Polytechnic ♥
♥ Sports, Cooking, Cartoon and Anime drawings
♥ Craving for Kinder Bueno and white chocolate.hehes
♥ Hoping that wishes come true everyday
♥ Him, Family and All my friends

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Besties Blog
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♥ Iskandar ♥
♥ Kakak Isk ♥
Abg Ami

♥ Jannah
Nadia
♥ Hafsah
♥ Wajihah
Huzaifi

♥ Dewi
♥ Haizum
♥ Hani
♥ Hanisah
Kaikeng
Nurul
♥ Suriani
Athirah

Asryna
Pei Wen

Ayda
Kak Ismah
Sabariah

Afiq
Ain
Firdaus
Prati

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Saturday, July 25, 2009

Today went to silat..
reach early abeh start lambat..hehe..
then ada talk by coach..
k..overall it was fun!!! inspirations and all are what i love to hear..
the videos make me cry..esp. the 1st video..so touching..
ok..stop with the sensitive part (the vision)..i don't like crying cos it makes me weak and sleepy after that..
so..then training P.T starts at 12 plus..
try to involve myself in the P.T..
i got stomach ache and feeling so weak..ala..bad day seh..nk uat training!!!
ran for 1 round as usual..
but can't stand it, went home after that..
called dad, dad can't fetch me..(k kali ni kene understand cos his bus mirror smash to million pieces and had to send for repairments & he was at woodlands that time)
mum busy..
so kene la balik sendiri..
endurance all the way home..well, my luck is always like this..da biasa..
jannah accompany me by texting me..
Jannah, betul eh kau nk blanja aku maen bowling?? haha
isyaAllah aku blanja kau mkn kalau ada rezeki..hehe
reach home at 2..terus tido..
funny thing..all my five cats sleep besides me on bed..i get to realise when my sis woke me up saying "eh2 kucing smua tido kat Nur.."
Monei, Manja, Comel and Chiko on my left side..Gary lean at my leg..
scratching my head.."kucing ni mood ape ar? rindu aku eh? haha"
then..went back to sleep til my parents reached home at 6 plus..


I received messages from my dear ex-teachers :) so i would like to share in my blog :)

1) You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. wat separates the winners from the losers is how a person reacts to each new twist of fate. COURAGE quotes.

2) It is one thing to communicate to people because you believe you have something of value to say. It is another to communicate with people because you believe they have value. To move people, to ask for their hands, you need to touch their hearts first. ~ LEADERSHIP Today

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Afta wat happen, i dunwan to hangout wit him again or any guy frens.

Recently, me,him,my neighbours n his frens went hangout at ubi area. It was in the afternn.duh! I scared to go out at night after wat happened. Brr! Dunwanna talk bout it. Then, we chat all the way, laughing. He kept looking at my eyes. Duh! Its obv. Nah! Then he wanna blanja us bubble tea. Yeay! Haha. Then we walk,exploring ubi (tkde keje). Suddenly, he hold my hand, as if we r couple. Wth. Even my ex wun dare to touch me. I was totally shocked. K,im nt a bitch who slap guys. I dun dare. At the same time, i dun dare to reject. I feel scared to break his heart. But i dun like him. Then, for quite sometimes, i cant stand it. He got alot of frens at ubi, and they were like "eh eh..chey2" when we mit. My neighbours r like "we dunno u guys stead already. Tk bilang pun." gah! Stress! Then, i push my hand and straightaway went home. Shit! I was so embarrassed. Sial la. Now i got trauma. I scared of hanging out wit guys. The whole night i was crying and Is kept msging apologise msg n he said he cldnt cntrol himself. He loves me so much. Well, wth! Wat?! He tot i easily fall in love? No way. Harapkn muka je handsome tapi perangai mcm... Ok! Relaxs! Pls eh. I dun easily fall in love with lelaki muka handsome. Its his heart that make me fall in love

ya Allah..kenapa masalah makin bertambah2?

Sunday, July 19, 2009

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor(hehe thats me!:) Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered (umm..thats not me :( i tink..hehe) Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser (eww!!!) Always get what they want(umm..no) Attractive. Loves being in long relationships (yeah!) Talkative (i agree..hehe) Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones (of course!) HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end (yeah! that's true) Romantic(i dunno bout that..) Caring.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Now, im totally free from LOVE.
Im love-free.
Many people,esp. guys take advantage of my kindness.
They say they like you,make u believe so by sweet-talking.
Im not into it except when i had a crush on.
But it makes me vomitted just by believing their words.
After a while, they dissappear just like that. Wow! Magician?!
They really take advantage on my trust..
The worst thing is PLAYING WITH MY FEELING.
Damn me for being murah hati. Grr!
Now, its hard for me to believe guys. Not anymore.
If they say they like me, im not gonna fall for it again.
This time, that guy has to prove me that all his words are true.
NOT GONNA FALL IN LOVE AGAIN only if that someone really prove me that Love is important.

Love SUX -_-

thats all folks!


Today,i woke up twice cos of two nightmares.

1st nightmare is abt silat. I have to pay large sum of money and this one silat guy came to me and hold my hands. I woke up afta that (haha.i know it wont happen.it surprised me alot sia)

2nd nightmare is abt my parents n me. I commit suicide by jumping frm 7 storeys when my parents start to fight then blame me. Suddenly i come back alive as if Allah give me 2nd chance. I disguised myself into an old woman and give advice to my parents. My parents realised and start to regret. When i show my true identity, they were surprised. In this large cabinet,there are tons of ice cream tubs. One of them is vanilla ice cream with 3 flavours jelly beans sprinkle on top. But it left a few only. I was so angry for my family enjoy my death and also didnt left me ice cream :( I didnt tell them the truth when they ask how i become alive. I just said that im plotting the plan. The one who falls off the building is dummy of me. Sekali tukar scene. I was in this desert where there are two groups of zombies- blood thirsty and kind zombies. I was in the middle. One blood thirsty zombie chases me. I run but too tired,just come back from silat (alamak! Sampai termasuk mimpi.haha) then the zombie caught me and i woke up. Ish! Ala..Nak tahu ape terjadi.haha

All i know those are just mainan tidur. Hopefully wont happen in real life..
for the 2nd nightmare only.hehe

Ok.thats all folks!

Again, comel purring and wait for me to sleep.haha.mcm bodyguard. She will following me wherever i go. If im late, she will meow as if telling me lets go to sleep.

Me: ape dia, comel?
Comel: meow meeooow ngemm..
Me: ok ok. Yok g bilik

Comel: meow
Then she follow me to the bedrm. She watch me as my eyes close, then she sleep. Haha.cute. And cool! I learnt cat language.lol

Ok thats all folks! too...


Omg!
Im so so worried.
My abg is sick and given 1wk mc.
Seriously, i miss him,though we hardly c each other..
And today silat, he didnt attend.
Alamak! Tk le kacau dia agi :(
*sob*sob*

Ill always pray that you recover,abg :)
amin.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

today is totally sux!!!

ok.. =X
don't ask me why,ok?

omg!!
my NGT test on monday!!!
gah!! im scared & nervous...
hopefully i remember all what me and Sabariah practised last wed..

ok..that's all folks!


im surprised alrite!!!
why?
Firstly,
a 15 yrs old guy likes me -_-

Secondly,
i'm free from the love world, baby! Whoahuu!! Love sux!

Thirdly,
u shldn't know bout this :P bluek!!
hees ~

ok..that's all folks!

Friday, July 10, 2009

hmm..sorry for nt updating..
haish busy habes ngn last minute projects & last minute study..hees..thts me!

so far..
my life..totally sux..
well, my new abg makes me smile always by reading his text msg..
haha..nice one!

prevly,
"someone" had drew a large border between me and my parents..
stress psl school abeh argue with my parents..
well,im hot tempered..try to b patient next time :)
actually i dunwan to b a hot tempered girl :(
bertapa dosanya melawan ibu bapa..
(ish da mcm ustazah..hehe)
but im still angry at them!
(ok ok..relaxs..puasa nk lekas dekat..bersabar)

1 full mth tinking,i finally made my decision..
ok.. im happy now..much2 happy :D
goodbye love world..

i tink im gonna cut my hair short..
i miss wearing a cap :(
any objections???

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Today,went to Damai Sec Speech Day.
Mit Mr Ho at the sch gate. The funny thing is Mr Ho look at me. I smile & wave but he didnt respond. So, i was like,"Hello Mr Ho. Mr Ho?" Then he respond,"Oh ya Fahana. Sorry i didnt reply yr msg. Ya its free,the speech day. But the dinner u have to pay." I think he was daydreaming or forget me,trying to regain his memory who i am.haha. "thanks,cher. Sorry cant make it to the dinner",i reply. Then,my family went in to fillup form. 7 forms to fillup for just 1 family. Leceh betul. Mit Waj,Jan, Haf & Nad in the school later. I was so worried. Tot something bad happen to them cos it was raining at that time. Finally, theyve reached. Gah! I wear clothes that i never wear before when hangout with my besties. I feel like im wearing too formal. Wajihah and Jannah were like "Fahana,u look like a girl".Shuddup u.haha. I always wear jeans with shirt when going out. Im always the simple girl. Hees. Then mit my family in the hall. Saw Alyani and her family. Ok,shortcut..theres slides shown and Hafsah was in the picture. Cool! the speech was so damn boring. Lucky i didnt bored to death. LoL. Ex-principal,Mr Loh is the GOH. I miss him. Mr Toh's endless speech,70+ slides. Then,the prize giving day. Omg! Faizal won 5 prizes- top in Art, Maths, Science, D&T and 1st in express level. Wow! I dunno at 1st. Guess its a surprise. But he got only 2 trophys. Supposed to be 5.haha. Tamak fahana ni.haha. Then, funny thing. Alyani's youngest sis, Ain,4yrsold adores me. She kept looking at me. I cant resist her cuteness. Say hi then disturb her by poking. Hope her dad dun mind. Tkde keje hanna ni.haha. Then she sat beside me where Ain,my sis sits. I disturb FarAin,"Ain,kakak ada adik baru namanya Ain juga.bluek!" Seriously,Ain was so jealous. Shes whinning. My besties were like,"kau tak baik seh,fahana.takpe Ain.Ain ada 4 kakak.kita smua" Then, Ain kenakan alek. She said to me,"Ain ada 4 kakak ar!" Alyani was like,"No way! Ain adik aku jgn kau nk curi" haha. That moment was so funny. Alyani's mum was laughing over what happen. Then, reception time! Jannahs favourite time! Haha. There were sushi, fishball, roll cake, fruits, cupcake with frosty, choc eclair, chocolate fountain mashmallows dip and orange juice. Mmm..sushi! Choc eclair! My fave! Tapi cepat habis. Sedih. Da mkn, antar makanan kat abah kat luar skh. He tc of his bus. Mr Ho stare at me with a plate full of food. I smile. Lucky he didnt ask.phew! Da puas mkn, we all went home. Too bad i cant hangout at bubble tea shop with my besties. Send my besties to the shop with my dad's help. Then my family went to eat lunch at warung. My stomach was full, so ta pao.haha.
Thats all folks!

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Friday, July 3, 2009

hmm..today was so tiring..
sleep at 4am last night..
wake up 6.45 plus..
gah!! tk sempat sembahyang subuh!!

doing housework as usual..
as usual,online..chat with Wajihah..
then went "shopping"..i went down twice just to buy the ingredients..

today gonna bake chocolate cake..
my 1st time..usually just a plain marble cake or sponge cake..

then make choco cake..yeay!!

then after maghrib,
celebrate Yan's bifday!!
whoahuu!!
so far my family love the cake..its nice but i still sense tht it is not perfect
still need a room for improvement :)

Thursday, July 2, 2009

I know its LAME!!! haha.. Just For Fun!!!