Nur Fahana ♥
26th October 1992 [Scorpio ;)]♥
Nanyang Polytechnic ♥
♥ Sports, Cooking, Cartoon and Anime drawings
♥ Craving for Kinder Bueno and white chocolate.hehes
♥ Hoping that wishes come true everyday
♥ Him, Family and All my friends
mayb all ths r mu fault... i shouldnt bring rubix cube in e first place...
my 1st prob: jannah brought her rubix.. i help 2 solve hers... huuray!!! i manage 2 solve all 6 surfaces... BUT.. as scramble all the surfaces... lucky my mood ws ok at tht tyme.. but nvrmind... its ok... so i du it again... but i cant solve it.. i made lots of mistakes... i have 2 redo more than 10 tymes... (seriously)
my 2nd prob: waj wanna learn how 2 solve e rubix... un42nately i dunno hw 2 teach her... truthfully,it ws solve by our IQ... but it has fomula...lyke maths.. only ppl whu love maths noe hw 2 du ths puzzle...
then after sch wen 2 comp lab 1... wanna print out f&n coursewk... waj go youtube, checkout rubix video "how 2 solve it" she wanted 2 use jannah's cube,which i had solve all surfaces again... i told her.. i dunwan 2 scramble it.. juz leave it lyke tht coz i hav promis jannah 2 finish all surfaces... jannah wanna show her bro the rubix cube... i noe ppl willing 2 c hw it looks lyke wen it is solved n sumore wen they cant solve it...
but waj wanna use it... she wanna try out wats in the video... but all e surfaces were scrambled...
i ws so sad..it ripped my hart off.. it takes more than 1 hr 2 solve 1 time...
jannah n me were angry & disappointed wit her... but 2 me..its ok..if i'm lucky then it ws solved...
un42nately,no luck..not solved... feeling sad + angry...i hid at level 5 staircase.. talk 2 my "fren" bout wat happen... "he" seems 2 understand me... i cried...pray to allah.. wanna go back 2 e past..take the rubix frm waj's hand b4 it ws scrambled... but i cant (DUH!)
nad call me,she n as find me... cool dwn after tht... 4get bout everythg... apologise 2 jannah n waj... try 2 solve tht rubix...
but waj went home... how cn i apologise 2 her... msg her its nt a gd idea... its better 2 talk face2face... call her many tymes... her phone switched off, she reject my calls... finally she answer as's call... but her voice ws fedup...
she told me sumthg unpleasant.. wat i fear most came true.. i tried my best 2 care all my friends' feelings.. but ternyata im nt a gd fren after all.. juz a simple thg n i cant even du it... i had worsen my fren's friendship... i ws a terrible fren... i felt guilty nw n 4eva.. until waj 4gif me n accept jannah as her fren...
P.S to waj n jannnah: i cant help losing u 2...pls dun b lyke ths...lets settle it once n 4all...4gif me if i had done wrongs 2wards u guys...i tink i better berjauhan ngn krg..bcoz of me,krg gaduh...its all bcoz of tht rubix cube...
juz 2 inform... wen 1 of my frens angry or sad... i felt guilty n worry,tinking tht its my fault... wen sum1 hurts my frens' feelings... its e same as they hurt my own feelings... wen my feeling ws hurt by my own fren, i cant help teling she is e one whu hurt mine... until i cool down n i ws e one asking 4gifness,even though i didnt du anithg wrong...
BTW, Lets 4get n 4gif...k? i juz written ths in my blog nt bcoz of reminding u guys... juz 2 let out my feelings...how pain it is...n how hurt its is...
Nur Fahana ♥
