Sunday, April 6, 2008
i du reflect myself in e mirror..look at myself..n talk 2 my own reflection..
du i wan 2 stay becuming a thief in my whole lyfe?
cnfront ppl whu start cari psl?
following my bad mood on shouting n hurting my own frens?
i hate myself after i had reflect..
wat kind of person i am..
i'm a gangster..
i've done alot of sins..
nvr listen 2 mak n abah..
scolding n caning my siblings wen they try 2 test my patience wen my parents at work..
i ws a monster a devil..i skip praying..only du it once or twice..
i hate going 2 madrasah..2 tmpt mengaji..
i steal things..following my frens (frm primary sch til i realise my sins)
i like 2 lie alot..
yeah..wat u've said is true..i must reflect myself..
i've alreadi reflected eversince i start sec 4..eversince i becum close fren wit waj,as,jannah,nad..
now i've change..2 becum a pious girl (insyaallah)..
i start praying 5 times a day..
i ignore ppl whu cari psl wit me..
i listen 2 my parents..ask 4 their 4giveness 2 erase my sins tht i've done 2wards em..
i also apologise 2 my siblings 4 my worst reactions..
i stop stealing n tell lies..i dun fren wit ppl whu r in e wrong path..
so if u said tht i act bigger,step pious n change alot..
then i mus tel u this..
i nvr step bigger than i actually am..du i?..then if u say yes..wat make u say so?..
if u say i step pious,then u misunderstand me..i nvr say arrogant thgs tht im pious than u r..i juz telling u tht im praying 4 u guys 2 chnge..juz lyke me..make u realise..if u stil stubborn,then its ur own choice..i cant possibly force u 2 chnge..so does allah..
n if u say i've chnge..then u must b 100% correct! congratulatns..i've chnge..i muz admit..im glad u noe i've chnge eventhough i dun noe u n we r nt close..thts mean u spy on me all ths while..im so touched..
P.S. dun ever tink i'm trying 2 make fun of u guys..i juz tell e truth..my truth r finally out n now its nt a secret animore (owww..) but nvrmind..u comment on me..then i shld tel u..make u understand more..btw thnks 4 reading my blog..again i'm so touched..thnx..
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4/06/2008 05:15:00 PM
Nur Fahana ♥
