Monday, June 23, 2008
if i gt a fairy godparents like timmy, i just wish tht i will nvr been born koz i made ppl's life miserable...
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6/23/2008 03:20:00 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
big crab me n ali caught
baby pufferfish faizal caught
baby 'spider' crab ali caught
there r actuali 10 baby 'swordfish'
2 baby 'swordfish' faizal caught..
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6/17/2008 12:37:00 PM
Day 1Finding e shady spot ws so hard.2x we shift our thgs (total bout 20,each weighs bout 3kg) finali,we find a hot but windy spot,set up 2 tents,packup thgs n went 4 a swm.all 7 of us.yeah!it ws fun.scare ain n fadhil by bringing em 2 e deepest height where we cn reach.haha.best part is splash water n pull ali's n yan's pants.find coral reefs.1stly,we go find hermit crabs.me n faizal almost caught 20 of em.faizal caught 2 baby 'swordfish'.me n ali caught a big crab.i caught 3 baby crabs.then,wen mom join in,faizal caught 3 baby fish.he ws evil coz those fish were wit their mother.poor thg.e 1st i do ws yell at him n finali those fish swam 2gether.so cute.wen i ws bout 2 go 2 e tent,ths little cute gal approach me n say "hi kakak".seriously i dunno her.i juz say hi 2 her n she follow me.i gave her shells (ceh!cm da lama kenal) at 1st,i ws worried thght she ws lost.then she left me :( then,dad join us,swim in e sea.we also burried ali,ain n ani in sand til their heads pop out.too bad we didnt take pics.we left hp in e faraway tent :( aniway,we take a bath n chnge clothes (P.S:i hate e new toilet.no privacy!) after lunch,i play wit my terrapin n we all release e sea creatures we've caught.fun! nite tym.worst ever.we gt warning 4 setting our own bbq pit.they actuali wanna gave fines.nt only us but also ppl ard us whu du tht.damn it!our chicken wings,squid n hotdogs,its juz a waste 2 bring.nw e food is nt gonna b cooked.its all 'G' fault.feeling hungry,i eat raw cheese hotdog.mmm..nice (my famili said im weird) wateva it is.we r nt scared.break a single rule.stil duing our bbq in a hidden place.yeah! eat e bbq food.then play UNO wit dad n went 2 sleep.Day 2wake up 7am.bathe,chnge,eat CKT n keropok lekor.mmm..my fav.then,jump into e sea.as 4 usual,splash water at em.amazing!faizal caught 10 colourful baby 'swordfish' n a baby pufferfish.ali caught a baby crab.it ws so cute.me n faizal play wit it as if it ws a spider.hehe.agrhhh! gt sunburn.it ws so hot,so bathe n chnge.go cycling frm area D to area B n back.wow!tht ws adventurous!feeling hot n tired,sleep in e tent.eat mac's icecream 2 cool down.phew!play wit terrapin,put it on e sand.faizal pour sand all over its shell.nw i have 2 wash it.best part is release e sea creatures we've caught.yeah!swim away fish!in e afternoon,we bathe again in e sea,all 9 of us.then its time 2 chnge.un42nately,my new dry clothes (2gether wit my undergarments!) lost!obviously,tht auntie or whoeva stole it,my fav.jeans n new shirt.i wonder y ppl stole sumthg frm e cubicle?so budget.lucky i brought extra shirt but nt extra pants.after evry1 chnge,go eat at mac.nice n fun.then at nite,go bbq again.faizal mom dad n ali bbq prawn n squid while me ain n ani go sleep.haha.yan n adhil play sand.Day 3ths ws e most tiring day.hav 2 clear e place n pack up thgs.oww..time 2 go home.b4 tht,go swim in e sea early morning wit yan n ain.freezing cold.then go bathe n chnge.nw i have 2 wear yesterday's clothes.carry thgs 2 bus.all face were like zombie.haha.all tired.duh!haha.then go home.yeah!all homesick,even terrapin!
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6/17/2008 11:57:00 AM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
POP's sux wen its cum 2 sharing ur pastime in NP n it ws bloody mariam's stupid idea (fuck off la mariam.u r a fren whu leave e ones whu alwaez accompanied u in e past n go wif another exciting frens 4 fun.u nvr remeber wat ur old frens had done 2 u.if i noe at first,i wun help u n let u b alone)its obvious she purposely called fauzan so tht evry1 cn laugh at him,make fun of him n cn make him told bout e fuckin' personal thgy (hey! it's 2 yrs ago) hey! cant u guysbe ashamed of urself? du u guys have feelings,disgraced me n him infront of evry1,even mdm soraya ws there.oh! i get it! u guys wanna make me commit suicide (y?coz im died of embarrassment) or mayb u guys wanna heboh2kn all 2 npcc unit bout it,mayb let e whole world noe (thtz e best part4 u all huh?esp mariam)hey! i tried 2 jump down u noe but there at least sum1 whu cares bout me,make me chnge my mind (thnkz as,nad,kaikeng..mostly as) even i myself wanna b an animal so tht i dun have feelings n brain, n animal cant feel e pain in its hart,e worst pain ever.if i m a tiger,at tht instant,i will kill u guys.i will nvr 4gif u all! (except kaikeng) n let e hell burn u all! du u tink u cngo 2 heaven? i dun tink so koz dosa ngn org or mom lebih besar dosanya n u cant accept in heaven koz tht person u hav hurt is nt gonna 4gif u til e end of her life.mayb u guys aint tinking bout tht huh?i thought POP is gonna b great.we hug each other,our last hug n gdbyes.but NO! its totali SUX!
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6/07/2008 12:24:00 PM
Friday, June 6, 2008
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do...
I will be stong
I will be faithful
Because im counting on a new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning yeah
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish and send it to heaven
That'll make you wanna cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection
Of the highest power and lonely hours
The tears divide you
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
Oh,can't you see it baby?
Don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do...
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
(I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me)
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
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6/06/2008 09:11:00 AM
Monday, June 2, 2008
common thgs bout me:
im hot tempered
i hav 2 different moods
some ppl whu hav spy on me in sch had once ask me:
r u a NERD or a GANGSTER?
e way i move is lyk a gangster does
but..
e way i study n learning is lyk a nerd does
those whu've juz noe me,my mood
they told me:
u r decent in e outside
but..
in e inside,u r lyk a volcano
volcano cant cntrol its lava
its lyk me whu cant cntrol my temper,my mood
YEAH! its true..
i've been learning how 2 cntrol it ever since i found out tht im hot tempered gal
n e only way is 2 release my temper on anyone whu make me angry or my own self
im a different person wen im in bad mood
im nt wat u tink i am:
e everyday of me
nw im being patient but i cant du it everyday
only thrice in a wk i guess
wen my frens once make me angry,
i've tried 2 cntrol tht anger inside me
if i cant,then i try 2 get away frm em koz i dunwan 2 hurt em
im nt me
its lyk sumone evil's taking over my body
pls..
tell me how 2 overcome my stupid anger 2wards my own frens
i care bout em n i dunwan 2 hurt em
tell me how 2 avoid em frm misunderstood me wenvr i hide myself frm em,which i did it 4 their own gd
tell me pls..
i dunwan 2 be e other kind of 'fahana',which is known 2 b evil
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6/02/2008 08:36:00 AM
hey,mayb i ask myself:whu am i?wat hav i done?wats wrong wit me?k...friends..lets talk bout my frens..i cant move forward in lyf w/o em..they accompanied me in schthey cheer me upthey even get mad n ask me 2 stop wen im hurting myselfn thts called carethey cool me down wen im 'someone else'they tried evrythg 2 make me hapie in sch,esp klazthey've help me in some other waysbut i once promise myself:i will repay their gd deedsi will help em lyk wat they've help mesolve their probs (if i can)make jokes 2 em so 2 make em laugh n cheer em upalwaez stay by their sideslet em cry over my shoulder wenvr they had bitter or sad lyfbut i cant make it all happenits lyk e other way roundjuz bcoz of my mood,ive troubled emk..im sorie guys..mayb i wun troubled u guys againn thnkz guysu guys r super duper frens tht i will nvr 4getFRIENDS FOREVER!!!
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6/02/2008 08:22:00 AM