Tuesday, June 30, 2009

this morning Chiko went missing..
alamak! hilang lagi..satu hari aku akn gari kaki drg baru tau..haha
search on every storey..pun tk jumpe..
then chat with Waj kt msn..
sambil tu download module psychology..
study..
watch youtube los dan faun..
its comedy movie..
sambil tu lipat kain baju..
ish! baju mcm mountain everest..haha
me and Waj video call..
ni tkde keje..send lagu..do something that really up to hyper girls standard..haha
then chat with a friend..

after tht, my bros sis and mum reached home..
my bros n sis went ngaji after tht..
skali g cari Chiko..
finally they found Chiko..she squeezed thru the small space..
at 1st she dunwan to go out when Yan, Ani and Fadhil call her..
then when i call her, she meow and walked to me..
She is sick and gt cirik birik..
i hope shes ok now..

then continue chat with a fren..

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6/30/2009 05:28:00 PM

Ashley Tisdale - It's Alright, It's OK [Lyric Video] - Music Video Code And Lyrics:
You told me
There's no need
To talk it out
Cause it's too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
And walked away

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

[Chorus]
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

[Chorus]
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waste your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door

[Chorus]
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

It's alright, OK
Alright, OK
We know you
No matter what you say

It's alright, OK
Alright, OK
Without you
I won't be sorry"

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6/30/2009 01:13:00 PM

Sunday, June 28, 2009

i heard from Ustadz Tarmidzi's speech:
"Allah promise us. He will gives us problems that He believes in us that we can solve them."
I've regretted. All these challenges I've faced, i feel like giving up in life. But Allah believe that I can face them. Allah wanna test me whether i can perform the tasks he ask me to do.

I WILL REMEMBER THIS SPEECH :)

i blogged @
6/28/2009 08:01:00 PM

Yesterday went Masjid Jamek with mum. At 1st,no mood to go. Tapi tk sedap hati cos Cikgu Kassim was expecting me to come. So ya,finally i go. Well, for the whole journey i didnt talk to my mum at all. so irritated by ppl n ya i was nt in the right mood to talk. My mum understand. When she saw my fedup face,she say somethg tht make me feel better. Finally,we've reached there. Saw Cikgu Kassim waving at us. We kinda lost.haha. Then surprised to c quite a number of teenagers sit in a circle and Ustadz Tarmidzi talk bout molvation and leadership. Well, i come late so i miss the tell bout yourself session. Alhamdulilah.haha. Then i pay full attention on the talk. It was fun n ya funny. We laughed. So the talk aint boring afta all and ya it makes me realised. This sentence make my eyes leak. I feel like my heart order me to come for the talk. Lucky i follow,if nt...
Cikgu kassim intro me n my mum to his eldest son (abt 18 yrs old i tink),his 12 yr old daughter n 10 yr old son. But i dunno which is his eldest son. There are 8 guys n hw to knw which. I juz say yes though it was so confused.haha Cikgu was so engrossed,pointing at his son. Finally i get to knw frm my mum. "Oh yg pakai baju nike tu eh?laa..ingat yg pakai baju merah."
Then got this game,treasure hunt. Breakup into 3 grps. Un42n8ly, im the only gal plus 2 guys. We nid to find ans for all the qns abt tht masjid.
When we have to present our ans,as usual i wrote on mahjong paper,the guys present.wuahaha.im evil haha.then cikgu's son came to our grp n talk to fahmi,my grp member. I overheard. Ya,obv cikgu's son wan my hp no. It was so obv,rite bside me, but he was so shy,so he ask fahmi for help. And fahmi said,"kau mintak la sendiri.jgn malu2". I pretend i didnt hear.haha. Then i cn c he kept looking at me. "..." Seriously,if he wans,go check in his father's cntact list.he got my number.
Then eat spaghetti with nuggets. Cikgu's wife masak,so sedap! Nw i noe. Cikgu has his part time work jaga masjid. Wow! Haha. Then say ty. Cikgu kirim salam at my dad. Then we went home. Before tht i ovrheard em again.again it ws so obv. Fahmi said to cikgu's son (i 4gt his name),"kan da menyesal da.dia da g da.tadi tknk mintak.pe la kau".
reached home at 4pm. I then sleep wit gary. today i jus realised yan took video me sleeping wit gary.gah!im so slow..haha

i blogged @
6/28/2009 07:24:00 PM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

last tuesday 23/6, went to poly to take lbkm forms from the office. meet waj at Mac. she just finish remedial. jan came to poly, fetch her outside nyp..then we ate Mac. bought mac chicken meal and waj bought nuggets..waj trade in nugget with chicken..haha..nk mkn kene trade in tau..haha..take la if u wan, no need trade in..haha..waj surf internet..i join in..we both brought our laptops..Jan, kita pakai laptop tau..shes so angry cos she didnt have one..Jan,no worries, one day u will own a laptop if u study hard and get to study aty nyp,yr dream skool..then took pics..haha after that, went to challenger at tamp. bought router..haiyo..kt umah slalu berebut internet..so with router, i can surf using my laptop..take that,faizal,ali and yan..haha then went home after that.. the end..hees

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6/25/2009 11:22:00 AM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

this morning, went to kampong ubi CC..

theres family day carnival..
get free breakfast..but the food i nvr eat before..haha
i love the soya bean milk..
then we head to the colouring contest booth..
fadhil and ain are registered in..
category A for 4yrs, category B for 5-6yrs, category C for 7-8yrs..
Ain is in cat. B, fadhil in cat. C
unfortunately, we forgot to bring along crayon..
my mum and Faizal registered for the family puzzle competition..
i wanna join..feeling so enthu..haha..
my kindergarden teacher, Mdm Zainab gave me opportunities to join..
im so happy..
its actually one pair per family..haha
so me and Fazli join the competition..
and i said to my mum, its unfair..so if we lose, we just solve for fun since i love puzzles..haha
saw dad from far distance..i rush to him like small kid..haha..
im so happy coz he hardly went to carnival with us..

Ain and Fadhil finished colouring at 10 plus..
so when finished, we all headed to the snack booth..
q for candy floss, popcorns and ice cream potong..
mcm budak2..haha
i love candy floss..eat twice today..haha
for ice cream potong, i only eat sweet corn..haha..
yan win the riddle contest..he volunteered to ans the riddle..
the riddle is this:
if the red house is on my left side and the yellow house is on my right hand side.where is the white house?
so chicken..haha..fardian answer it at USA..but not sure the place is..so then he got it..at Washington D.C.haha..congrats..got the prize

then,at 10.30, we have to stand by for puzzle competition..
i cant wait..haha..love puzzle so much..
my mum show me the face plus the fist to me and Fazli, saying..the game is on!
a box of puzzle was placed on each table..each table, there are two chairs..duh! for the pair..
the picture is about this city located near the river..
theres reflection and the clear blue clouds..
thats hard cos the puzzle pieces look alike due to the same colour..

then, the game is on..
me and Fazli were like catching time..padahal baru start..haha
so we classify the pieces by colours..much more easier to solve..
Fazli do the city, i do the city reflection..i can c the competitors around us, they did quite fast..
Fadhil, Farhani and Far ain kept looking at us..
they go to our place then back to my mums place..
they kept saying my mum is almost finish..but still we just ignore cos we wanna have fun only, not to compete..haha
then after that we connect my pieces with Fazli's..
we finish up the bottom of the puzzle before heading to the top..which is the clouds..
the clouds pieces were so hard to differentiate..
but we manage to do it slowly..
then these chinese aunties were so obsessed that they cant stand by just eye power..
they help abit..
i can c they are so enthu..this auntie placed a piece of puzzle to te position..haha
i kept saying thank you to them, still i cant say to them that they cant help us..
its hard for me to reject their kindness..haha
then Mdm Zainab saw what happen, she try to stop the aunties by saying cannot help..
the aunties were like "ohh!cannot huh?" but still they help the other competitors..
so no threat of being unfair..haha
then the clouds we've done..
three more pieces and we finished the puzzle..
FINISH!!! the kindergarden teacher, which used to be Fazli's teacher saw we finish..
they congratulate us..we got first! omg!
we were like serious? tot somebody had finished earlier than us..

my mum and Faizal, just a few pieces they gonna win..
my mum show me the fist..haha
i know whats that mean..NOT FAIR!! haha..
then at 11 plus my mum found out fadhil wins 4th in colouring contest..congrats!
at 12 plus, me and Fazli have to meet at the side of the stage for prize giving..
i hate that part..i dont like to go up stage..so paisey!haha

we watch performance performed by magician and juggler..
it was so cool..
farhani volunteered to play a game on stage.i tell u she got the nerve to be on stage..
played the taiwan game..using the senses listening and sight..
have to raise different coloured flags when asked to..thats the game..so simple..
it was so funny when this 17 yrs old guy join the game..
four contestants: 17yrs old malay guy, 9yrs old chinese boy, 7yrs old chinese girl, and 9yrs old Farhani..
Farhani wins the game..and win prizes..cool!

then its prize giving..damn! i m so nervous..
fadhil got trophy and $10 gift voucher..
i and Fazli got a trophy too with $50 gift voucher..
yeay!!

we didnt win lucky draw..but we r having fun as one family..
dad ride motorcycle..if got helmet,im so gonna tumpang him..
i love riding on bikes with my dad! hes the only guy that is not haram to ride with..haha

went to darul aman,eat nasi campur and ice kacang..
after that, went home by 63..dad went to work as usual..he always busy..

went home,sleep for hours..my temp went up suddenly..feeling unwell..
got call from my dear bestie, jannah..
she came back frm Indonesia..
i miss her lots2..hope to meet u tml..
at night, dad just got his salary..
he brought kfc..wow! gonna eat rice with kfc chicken..mmm..

im trying to put on weight..dont laugh..haha :P

today was the best day ever!

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6/21/2009 07:50:00 PM

if i like that person, i really mean it.
i still don't understand why i had a crush on that person.
he's like so different from other guys i've met.
also, i never say openly to any guy before except him, the only him.
i'm such a jerk in his eyes...
its so embarrassing...

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6/21/2009 07:33:00 PM

Saturday, June 20, 2009

W.O.W wow!!!
a bitch called me this afternoon right after my ex msg me..
here's our convo..

Bitch: Can u like stay out of his life? u r not his gf anymore. Keep this in mind. He doesn't love u anymore. He's mine!

Me: Hey!!! i dunno who the hell are you?! but i don't have time to find out your identity. who cares if he still loves me or not. Now we are just friends. telefon tak beri salam abes maki-maki org. I don't think guys would attract to girls like u with that f**king attitude!

Bitch: ....

then the convo ended.
i was so damn angry..da la baru abes silat..penat..no mood..then this bitch started yelling.

btw right before that i msg him..
i told him "to focus on his studies for Os & not me. Hope we could be bestfriends.."
and sadly his answer is "thanks but no thanks"

fyi, i don't get it.haha

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6/20/2009 07:08:00 PM

Friday, June 19, 2009

ijustfeelmyendlifeisnear...

~ihatemylovelife~
~isihatikutakakankaumengerti~
~imissyoubutidunnowhy~
~yaAllah,kenapacintakususahuntukdibalas~
~imheartbroken~

for my ex,
~please,tryunderstandmyfeelings~

i blogged @
6/19/2009 08:38:00 PM

yesterday, cycling from Ubi to Eunos then back for 3 hrs i tink..
at the same time buy cat food..
its been a long time we havent go cycling..
actually plan to jog around Maha Bodhi & Manjusri schools..
but lazy..then went cycling..

meet Waj, Haf & Nad at my house at 3pm..
Jan is in Indonesia..i miss her lots..

we enjoy playing with my kitties..
the funny thing is Manja kept staring wildly at Waj since shes the only one wearing tudung,i tink..Wherever Waj goes, Manja would not keep any eye off her..
Waj is so scared..so is Manja..
Maybe Waj looks like alien..haha..jkjk no hard feelings :)
we watch Monsters Vs Aliens..while eating fish burger, chicken nuggets & french fries..
sorry no popcorns..haha
i cant stand laughing..not only because of the movie..Waj's screaming whenever my kitties jump on her while playing..haha

after that, we watch Cicakman 2..
we finish at 6.30pm..
Waj, Haf and Nad need to go home..
thanks alot guys for coming :)
i miss u guys lots2!!!

i blogged @
6/19/2009 02:05:00 PM

Kojata always make me happy & smile always :)
thank you bro!

yesterday morning he called me..
we chat & end up he told me the recipe for mutton rendang (chinese style)
wow! i'm surprised hes a chef..i thought hes just a lorry driver..
he cook mee siam, mee rebus, mutton rendang & etc. cos that his fave..haha
one day i cook for u mutton rendang,ok? i still remember the recipe..simple & short..
u dont believe i can cook nasi ayam huh? wait one day i cook in front of u, bro..
miss u lots2

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6/19/2009 02:01:00 PM

Sunday, June 14, 2009

i'm SURPRISED today..
why?
i got message from him..& yeah..it made me dissappointed..so dissappointed!!!
almost 3 wks i waited for your reply..and guess wat?! your reason would be prepaid low..
nice one..
i ignore his message..

if im so heartless, i would have told u this:

( sorry if i ever make you hurt or upset PREVIOUSLY (thts 2 mths ago)..
i don't think you are the right guy for me..
you always make me hurt in the inside..
and believe me, i don't want to let this thing happen again..
im truly sorry )

but i dunno why i cant say this though it is so simple..
mayb i still love u..
i am so a jerk!

i blogged @
6/14/2009 08:42:00 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

one whole day, we can't find Comel..
i miss her lots2..
the whole day cried like hell..
my eyes totally swollen...

then the next morning at 7 plus, uncle from floor 9 knock on our door saying he found Comel..
i was so relief..very3 relief
saw Comel at floor 9..she sat quietly at the gap of the wall..believe me..just one step behind & she fall down from 9 storey..
calming her down..she finally walk towards me..i was so happy to see her..hug her tightly..
being stupid, i told her, "don't ever leave me,ok?"

shes a bit scared..then for a while..then as usual..she will follow me wherever i go..

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6/13/2009 07:33:00 PM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Today..

Those who willing to pick up pieces of my heart,

DON'T DO IT cos its totally USELESS..

Today is THE MOST SADDEST DAY EVER!!!

I was UPSET..someone msg me last night..

This morning,my mum woke me up at 6 plus a.m, saying COMEL'S MISSING!!!

Search for her for hours at the whole block, still couldn't find her..

I cried from 9a.m til now..I MISS HER LOTS2..im so worried bout her..what could happened to her..

My mum and my sis post her pics around the block..

Hopefully someone found her..

PLEASE...

SHE ALWAYS MAKE ME HAPPY!!!

Looking at this pic (above) make me cry non-stop

i blogged @
6/11/2009 03:54:00 PM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Ayushita- Tuhan Beri Aku Cinta

Walau aku senyum bukan berarti
Aku selalu bahagia dalam hari
Ada yang tak ada di hati ini
di jiwa ini Hampa…

Ku bertemu sang adam di simpang hidupku

Mungkin akan ada cerita cinta

Namun ada saja cobaan hidup

Seakan aku hina

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta

Untuk temaniku dalam sepi

Tangkap aku dalam terangMu

Biarkan lah aku punya cinta

Tuhan berikanlah aku cinta

Aku juga berhak bahagia

Berikan restu dan halalMu

Tuhan beri aku cinta…

i blogged @
6/10/2009 09:51:00 PM

" Let It Go & Start A New Life...

Enjoy Every Second Of Your Life "

I'll always remember that advice..ALWAYS :)

today was f***-ing shit..

f***-ing someone point at me cos i was laughing & was bloody forced to answer her f***-ing question..damn! she didn't even did the same thing to people who were laughing madly..damn f***-ing..why? is she jealous of me cos i was laughing happily?

i don't know why people cannot see me being happy..are they jealous or what?

then, i don't have mood to attend CCA when ICH...f***

kicking the blue pad a.k.a her, at the same time releasing all my anger..

yeah! got a mixture of upset & angry inside me...

unfortunately, my kicking aint hard cos no mood & feel upset suddenly when ICH..f***

what ever it is, i'm trying to..

left the f***-ing things behind..

& move on..

Btw..

i love u, S..

your advice is super cool! =)

thank you!

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6/10/2009 09:22:00 PM

Sunday, June 7, 2009

On 5th june,

birthday gal: Prati

celebrate Prati's bifdae..(actually hers on the 6th)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GAL!!!

i blogged @
6/07/2009 08:07:00 PM

Lirik Lagu Dengan Nafasmu - Ungu

Izinkan ku ucap kata taubat
Sebelum Kau memanggilku
kembali pada-Mu, menutup waktuku

Izinkan ku serukan nama-Mu
Sebelum nyawa dalam tubuhku
Kau ambil, kembali pada-MU

Karna ku tahu, hanyalah pada diri-Mu
Tempatku mengadu, tempatku mengeluh
Di dalam do’aku

Dan demi nafas yang telah kau hembuskan dalam kehidupanmu
Ku berjanji, ku akan menjadi yang terbaik
Menjalankan segala perintah-Mu, menjauhi segala larangan-Mu
adalah sebaris do’a ku untuk-Mu

P.S: i love this song..well, it makes me realise :)

i blogged @
6/07/2009 07:47:00 PM

Today is the MOST HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!
never been this happy before..
ya..but i cant b too happy..
hopefully,theres no changes happen..
y im so happy??
well, i cant tell u..
:P bluek! haha..
its a SECRET :)

i blogged @
6/07/2009 07:21:00 PM

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